When I first started providing, I kept a journal called simply "having fun". I still write in it periodically, but not as frequently as I used to. Gents, have no fear, the entries are not nearly detailed enough to ever come close to identifying a specific gentleman. I don't plan on publishing my journal, but years from now, I hope to look back on it and smile fondly at some of the wonderful, and of course wickedly delicious, memories I have stored away in there. Who am I kidding? I look at some of my earlier entries now and smile from the memories my journal helps to keep fresh in my mind