Prior to findng the hobby, I'd meet ladies that would make me catch my breath. While I admit some thoughts of "what if" would cross my mind, I always tried to block those thoughts out of my mind.  I've  been doing the hobby thing for a while, and have met ladies I would have never seen otherwise. But I've noticed now I'll see a hot girl, and now I think "I wish you were a working girl". Or, "I sure wish I could find you on TER".  Shoot, most times I just think "Geez! I'd really like to fuck that!!!". At least there's the hobby!!

Any one else feel this way?

Did you not feel this way before the hobby?

I have always, ever since puberty, thought "Geez! I'd really like to fuck that!!!" every time I see a hot looking woman. Are there really guys out there (except for gays of course), that DONT feel that way?

I have to confess that with the hobby I am a lot better able to act on those desires, but I have always had them.

...but I've developed this fascination with wondering if/how-much she shaves!

I do find myself wondering if women I run into in public are providers.....especially attractive women I see in hotels.

Then I see some women, and like you would be very excited if they turned out to a provider but those are pipe dreams lol.  

But hey providers need to go grocery shopping to, so that hotty in the bread aisle may well just be an awesome gfe provider.  Well she is in my daydream....

When I see an attractive civvie lady, I'm tempted to say something like "I have $$ set aside to meet a provider in a couple nights, but I'd gladly give it to you now if you'll invite me into your room for an hour or two".

I am soooo happy to have found the Hobby!  A little couriosity with CL caused me to Google a phone number, led me to TER, and O-M-G, I am here to stay!  Post-mid-life crisis --  now I am involved in a world of beautiful women. Who needs civvies!

Amen Brother!  Fianlly, when I see a hot chick i think, I want to....   Oh I will b/c she is a Provider -- yes!

has actually made it easier for me to deal with hot civies.  I'm not quite as intimidated as I once was by a beautiful woman.  Being single I play in both fields.  My profession has me on call almost 24 hrs a day so the hobby is just easier then the civilian world and all the games that come with it sometimes.

It's been too long since I got laid, pure and simple. Scheduling providers can be a nightmare for me.

This Friday I'll be seeing a hot civie college instructor while her hubby is off in Vegas banging other women.

Like I've said before, I don't have to pay, I just choose to.