Terrible. Here I am on Match.com...

and the only women here are providers? People keep calling it a fck board?

is a lot more enticing than having some random guy over who is going to just want to annoy me and call me everyday and sit here and be in my way.  
I am constantly thinking of the things I want to do and they all involve a lot of money.
basically any and all free time and energy in the event I even have any,,,,
right now my goal is to create a nice home for myself and my dog
my next step is to paint the apartment and then maybe get some furniture.
the couch I have had a lot of reps in it and it is extremely old and I covered with blankets
I actually got it from some nuns and it was donated like most of the furniture here
I got the two flat screens
and I managed to rebuild almost a complete apartment wardrobe and life for myself in 3 years
also taking into consideration copious amounts of time I had to take off for things like orthopedic specialists
cortisone injections physical therapy
and just managing fibromyalgia disorder which in itself is a freaking full time job
so unfortunately my mind wants to get up and do a million appointments but sometimes my body just won't allow it
I could care less about sitting around aimlessly chatting with someone my goal is to rebuild my life and make a comfortable home for myself
I can't wait to get a comfortable couch and tables for each side of the couch instead of milk crates
and take all the hooks out of the walls I hung them in such a hurry so I would have places to put things since I don't have furniture and I didn't want things all over the floor
I managed to move into this apartment in less than a month
all of my excess energy goes towards survival and maintenance
I am extremely high maintenance
so those dating sites what actually set me back and just take me two steps backward
I am getting so much accomplished and doing so much but granted work is my life right now
I'm working on booking one appointment today for the next week
the minute I get my rent and utilities put away for March 1st as well as talk something into the bank
the minute I get that accomplished everything I make from then on out is going to go towards something special for myself I'm not sure what yet,,,
so right now I got my eye on the prize and it does not involve a boyfriend or husband or dating it has to do with things that I am trying to do for myself goals and socializing in dating is not on the list of things to do right now
when I was 15 I was getting into Avalon in the VIP in the DJ booth
from 15 to 29 I was singing in all the night clubs in coffee shops around Boston I started singing in coffee shops when I was about 16 17 all over Boston
I graduated to singing in places like bills bar on Lansdowne Street Middle East and down stairs localbazooka I started living with boyfriends when I was 15 17 years ago.
if I begin to feel the need to date and have a new boyfriend or find a new band
then I will do so I'm kind of playing around with the new band thing
except instead of metal I'm kind of considering, like a Zoot Suit riot cover kind of like rockabilly type thing
those dating sites for me right now would be useless because I get more than enough sexual fulfillment from my appointments as well as financial stability and even on top of that
a life of living in luxury
I am more than content with all the sex that I have because of work
when I am done with work the only thing I want is peace and quiet the TV some food a book some silence.
after all the men I interact with all week between the regulars and the new people calling me or emailing me that I'm unable to see, at that time but of course I answer their emails PM's and calls just to let them know
then all the people I am actively planning appointments with sometimes people book a month in advance
the last thing I would ever want in my free time is any form of testosterone in my surroundings.
or people or conversation or the phone
II honestly get enough penis for a lifetime the last thing I would need is to have more time spent emailing and talking on the phone with men I would probably want tocontinue making this the dream apartment and enjoy all the wild encounters I have with my clients