on this board in the last 30 days but it appears that i failed.

as soon as i noticed i was slipping toward a higher than #3 position i curtailed my posting quite deliberately. i was in the #3 slot between mr fisher and GTM when i started a posting fast.

but between the posts that fell off the 30 day window and a _seeming_ slow down by the others is slipped into 1st place despite my self discipline.

it could all be a statistical fluke of course. or it sould be a little joke or something else. either way i have to be a little amused and aside from this acknowledgement to encourage you folks to resume your prolific creativity (if indeed this was a top-posting-hobbyist plot).

in any casethere will be plenty of time for the statistics to return to a more normal state as i will be away for a little while with a new smile on my face.

i had a terrific session last night and the review is in the hopper. hope it gets approved without revisions or adjusting down the performance rating.

In a guy posting to tell us that he is trying to avoid posting...

I'm trying to catch up but nobuddy gives a rats ass what I have to say

I care what you and textcat have to say

we do not know each other from fuck. Most of what people write on this board is just plain pathetic. Can't keep straight that its a goddamn fantasy. What - a bunch of HOBBYISTS are gonna hold hands on the goddamn board? Thats worse than the freaking drama queens having a mutual admiration society and by the way lets see how many potential clients we can piss off contest.

Come on folks - its just fucking pure and simple. It aint romance. Hope to hell you guys arent going to start singing fucking kumbaya.....

we know each other a very little bit but not zero.

it may be fucking pure and simple to you and you are welcome to that. ther is _no_ fantasy there. it is basic and animal. that is OK by me. i like that too _sometimes_.

fact is that some of us are a bit more risk taking and we ask for a more complete illusion of romance. it does not mean we live in a dream world. we may well know the difference between illusion and reality even though we may very rarely scare a provider and mislead you into thinking that we don't.

rather,it _is_ possible to have more guts and live closer to the edge. i see you as playing in this sandbox in a very safe way. sincere best wishes with that. it is just not my taste. it is not brave enough for me. YMMV of course

Other than my kid and my job, the hobby is the third most consuming thing in my life.  Having said that, I really can't communicate about what has become the third most important thing in my life with people who I actually know.  When I was a newbie, I emailed guys about their reviews or question and to a man, most responded.  Now I receive PM from guys I do not know but I won't hesitate to PM back with an answer.

So for someone who post often on these boards, I read most of the strands and especially those who post as often I do...to include the ladies

But every time I move a little up the ladder here you go again posting.

Your making my imagination work on overdrive

I need a shot of B12 in hopes it will give a boost to my brain cells

Kisses Haley

B12 Boosts brain cells? Boy, do I need a shot!