I suggest that you take a break from the hobby (a few weeks off). Then go on and meet some new clients. It is not healthy to have those feelings and not be able to be with him all the time. Same thing happens to clients.
There is an old motto. "If you have intimate relations with someone multiple times you are bound to fall in love."
It might not be good to see him every month. Maybe once every 2 months, if you just have to have him.
OK...i screwed up and fell in love with my ATF..he's my soulmate I knew it a Year ago when he walked thru my door...and now OMG we are in it up to our noses...I know he will never be mine,I don't want to be responsable for hurting his SO...but the nights and weekends are intolerable....I crave to spend one night in his arms.. I am a lonely gal....babe, I miss ya bad.
I only get to see my precious Beverly of few times a year, but we make it count.
Enjoy the time you have together. Understand that you have made the choice and have no regrets. Also that no matter what, there's a lot of us out here who love you and are rooting for you.
I suggest that you take a break from the hobby (a few weeks off). Then go on and meet some new clients. It is not healthy to have those feelings and not be able to be with him all the time. Same thing happens to clients.
There is an old motto. "If you have intimate relations with someone multiple times you are bound to fall in love."
It might not be good to see him every month. Maybe once every 2 months, if you just have to have him.
As a client, I have started to develop feelings for the lady I have seen regularly for the last 2 months. While I do not have any illusions of her and I running off together (blahblahblah) , I do want to spend more time with her. She makes me feel like I am the only man in her life (she is VERY GOOD at what she does) and know that is not the truth.
Sometimes you just never win this game of LIFE and you have to take what you can get.
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