I have found that beginning the day before and continuing up to that very moment that we actually meet there are butterflies in my stomach, the threat of a spastic colon to deal with and endorphins rushing through my bloodstream in response to the anxious, nervous anticipation of what is about to happen between myself and a perfect stranger.

Before I arrive at her in-call its very important that I shower with a Rain scented shower gel and a steel wool pad. I also scour my mouth with baking soda, floss and gargle foul tasting Listerine all the way to her front door before swallowing.

Once inside, the real nervous, awkward begins.

While standing in her kitchen I am concerned about what to do with the envelope. I want to get this right. This is a very important moment in the date. It can make or break what will happen over the course of the next hour. Do I leave it on the microwave ?

Damn.... I don't think she was watching when I laid it down. Do I pick it back up and wait until she is looking ? But once it is out of our hands I believe that there is some sort of unwritten provider law that says we are forbidden to ever touch it again.

Oh well..... She will probably find it at lunch.

We move into the bedroom.

Next is that nervous and awkward stage of the date where your not sure whether to just strip all of your clothes off or wait to be invited to do so. You worry because you don't want to be too forward but don't want come off as shy or too cool either. Maybe I should wait for her to undress me.

I love to kiss. I'm not exactly sure if my date does or not because I was not allowed to ask questions prior to our meeting. Asking questions would have gotten me ignored and banned from ever seeing her and I don't want that to happen....... again. Even if I find that she does like to kiss as much as I do, is my breath fresh enough for her ? Damn its hot in here.

Here we go, Its all happening. I begin to worry whether I will be able to get hard ? Will I be able to stay hard ? Will my hard be hard enough for her ?

Is my Daty technique any good ? How about my Dato and how is my breath after spending so much time performing the above ?

More worry.

Will I be able to cum and where will she allow it to happen ? More importantly will I be able to make her cum 4 or 5 times first ?

Damn this is all very exhausting for me.

Throughout all of the passion that is overcoming every cell of my entire being while engaged in this wonderful, sexual, animal love that I am sharing with a complete and total stranger I still find myself checking my watch every few minutes because I certainly don't want to run over on her time.

Over the next hour my mind reels from the constant information fed to me by the sites, the sounds, the smells and the sensations that I am experiencing.

All in all, it will always work out to a very successful ending to a somewhat nervous and awkward but extraordinary date with an uninhibited, young, sexy, beautiful and especially expensive woman (stranger).

Have I missed anything ?

SMILE !!!