Nothing that has transpired has had any impact on what I have thought from years ago.

but I'm not a provider.  Only me.

highly promiscuous, fucking all the time. left ways, side ways, three ways, five ways. one night stands with one...two...three or more men...or multiple women. I just loved sex and being a slut! I just had to have it.

Now I won't fuck someone unless they are paying or someone i'm committed to. I no longer have casual sex unless I'm compensated for it, so that's how it's changed b'c I used to do it for free & a lot...not any more.

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I am not as emotional about relationships since coming here. I am more independent and don't want a guy around at all during my off time, because it actually annoys me now. Before coming here, I was the needy, clingy type, and now I am so far beyond that, it's actually scary to some of the people who know me personally.

You see the lies men and women tell just for a nut, and it all becomes clear somehow. Even thinking about being in a relationship, makes zero sense to me at this time. You also see what happens to people after they have been married for several years, and that's not appealing either. Sexually, I am more open and able to orgasm, whereas before I could not even do that with a BF.