and tattoo and if friends or family cannot acceot me for who i am. they can suck it...........like popeye said I yem what i yem.
I am not lying so i ca make every one happy, if they can handle me , which means all about me , i am defiently into free love, poygamy and dont think monigmay or marriage for that matter really seem to work, so i have my beliefs i am def polyamorous. always will be, do not intend on getting married, do not wish to have sex with just one guy for now ntil deatjh, and refuse to ever sign on to anything or any agreement remotely close to that, i may agree to a oaigan hand fasting cerem,ony, in which we create our own vows which would entail us being poly. my mother is aware i am a chick ion the side for several not one mariied guys, she has seen me get attached and maybe be upset at times here n thewre but i get over it and this is how i have n where i have ended up for whatever reason and i just dont try n fight it. hey it is what is is, every ones life takes you down a different path sometimes we end up in ususpecting lifestyles, i never pictured myself married with children, i always pcitured my self being a revol,utionary doing things different, am ai haded ? did i watch marriages of my and kids families fail and the disaster snimal attemoting to act hgiher ion the wheel as we are n set them selves up for failier by agreein to be monogomous to one an other when in realiuty aniumals are not designed to be with same oartner or mate for life. i think its un natural, i also think in china where the hisbands visiting massage parlors is accepted practce by by the wives, I think may save alot what would be failed marriages, also i like the aspect of muslem religion which embraces the man having multiple wives, my views are radical and definetly not in greater ,majority of the populationbelieves me, or agrees, maybe its craziness,
then again maybe some handsome guy will sweeo me off my feet i will meet at the suoper market n ai will crakc my shell n see it all doifferently one day,! for now my whole family knows what i do, i def known as the well black sheep problem chil wild child of the fam and nothing I could do at this point would be a shocker to any one in my family, i am lucky or maybe unlucky in this way. i try n lie to my mother bout cost of apts i hav had n she ends uop findin out and is in shock, i try n not mention what i do but its there they know, i could make up a lie n dsay hey just got job at coffee shop ect but i am tooflaky to pull off well detailed in debt lies that require alot of keepin track of to set straight, !
