Ahhhhhhhhh...for a while I thought the hobby was NOT for me.  My first encounter with a provider was a disaster (I won't mention names).  It made it very difficult to try again.

But for some reason I am drawn to the hobby and have continued looking for the right provider and situation.  Well I finally did.  She told me "you remind me of my x-boyfriend".  It was electric.  It was like meeting your soulmate.  And if I trust my intuition (which I do) it was mutual.

Either this provider was damn good (she's relatively new - first time in my area) and I just experienced the ultimate GFE - or there a meeting of the souls.

I realize I am treading on shifting grounds on this, but has anybody else experienced this?  I truly hope to see this provider again (has her home base in another city) and I don't want to appear "clingy"  or "attached"...but OMG...what an experience...

I just hope the others I have with other providers are equally as good...

Oh yeah, and it can happen for us too...you wouldnt believe how much the word "smitten" has been used in my personal life lately!

Enjoy, enjoy, enjoy!

xoxo~
Lauren

...and now she told me to call her anytime...

Have had 2 ltrs w/ providers.  It's not like a civvie relationship - you have to get used to the idea that she's having sex w/ other guys all the time, but if you get over that, it can be great.

...kinda like art imitating life, eh????

So the question is, how do you *channel it*??

I love this...I guess I'm just afraid to tell her she's got me going...don't want to come on as an obsessed clingy KLINGON.

I recently saw my favorite for the umpteenth time since I met her about six months ago,and have stopped seeing others.  I asked her once if she'd mind if I saw other providers, and her unsurprising answer was essentially, "of course not, but I do enjoy seeing you."  Kind of a putdown, but it was refreshing and honest, and I would have been surprised by any other response.  We're quite comfortable now, almost like old buddies, and that's great but I almost miss the seductive outfits she used to wear opening the door, but overall I wouldn't trade the thrill of anticipation for the satisfaction of getting to know someone well, learning about her likes and dislikes and her take on life.  That makes it more than a one-time adventure and takes it to another dimension, at least for me.  I think I'm stuck as long as it lasts.

That's the worst thing you can do.

Let her come to you.  PM me for further info.

For me the emotion is way more important than the cum. I've had only good experiences with the fabulous ladies I've seen-- and probably fall "in love" with half of them. They don't really want me for a boy friend, and I certainly don't need them as girl friends (with a wife, two kids, two dogs, and a "respectable" job...). But these wonderful women add so much to my life. It's worth the risk I take to know them, hear their stories-- which true or not, reveal so much more about them than they might think-- and experience their incredible bodies.
 Being "smittin" is something you can't purchase on the street, in a bottle, or smoke to know. Dig it.