: TER General Board Discussion : Re:Reclections and one year older

tastihotti4u 4725 reads

posted 23 years ago

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good morning!
I have had one of these weeks, alot of changes in myself, internally, do you ever get in a very insightful mode?
I suppose due to my entering the last year of my twenties tomorrow, I have been reflecting on my life, the changes, and what is to come..
I sit back and look at how far I have come from where I was 10 years ago, I like myself much better now. It is true as a woman gets older, she becomes sexier, wiser, and more beautiful.
I think the beauty is from within, her look on life, and sex, a woman is more comfortable with her looks and body and becomes in tune with her needs and desires... that is sexy
Many of you that know me, know how I first was introduced in this business, when I was 21 and was teaching preschool, and then went to work at a Brothel in Winnemuca at almost 22 and was a virgin! yes! a virgin at a whorehouse, I laugh still when I think how virgina was mad I did not tell her, she said I was the first one in 25 years and they could have held a auction...

I realize that now, after knowing this business better how naive I was..and how this business has changed I mean we did not have the escort/internet thing like we do now.. we used to talk to truckers on the CB's

how different my life would be if I never took up and moved there.. I would not be as sexually open at all, would I be happier?
no way... I love sex, I am entering a time when everything in my life is wonderful, I am happy just living!
I realize that great friends is impoertant, family is the utmost importance, loving this work, but having a regular life too keeps you normal, I will never put my job in front of my son, and it makes me so sad to hear about other providers that do, but, ces la vie!
Will I still be here as "Sasha Love" years from now? who knows... but every step in my life, all the cities I have lived, I grow with each step, I hope all other providers do too, each person you meet, it is a page in your life, and one that can never be taken for granted, look at every person as a new chance to better yourself, or enhance your life or not but knowing it... by knowing someone new...
I am a beter person now than I was 10 years ago, attitude, outlook, I never thought the day would come, when I can say that a person is important... no matter what they do, or how they look, I still have preferences, but every needs new friends or people in their life..
Children... the most incredible thing god gave us... my child is the most amazing thing I have ever done in my life, and this future in my hands, I feel blessed, with the opportunity to give him something whether it be knowledge, love, and happiness or just safety, it is a honor to be given the chance.. I hope all the mothers on here no matter what age they are, never take the child for granted, or this job, and always make your child your priority
the job/money/fun/ thats all nice, but this will not be here forever and your child will be, and damage or either the uplifting of their inner being/mind/life will last a lifetime

I wont change a thing about my life and as I enter my last year of my twenties, I plan to make it the best year I can, enhance my life with interesting, challenging, thought provoking people around me, I hope as I enter my dreaded 30's they wont be dreaded but a new era

peace, love, and great love making to all! go kiss or hug your best friend, SO, ATF, child, or whomever!
life is to be lived, and savored for every last second!