I was stood up today, by a woman that I have been pursuing for the past 3 years....again.  This is a woman though, that I truly love with all my heart.  She loves me too, but has reason's why she just can't commit at this time.  She really rocks my world, and I know that the best things in life, and that one truly loves and appreciates, are worth waiting for.  How much longer will I wait?  I don't know the awnser to that question, but all I can say is thank god for TER, and the wonderful, honest, beautiful, intelligent and understanding providers that I have been with in the past 3 years.  They have all really helped me fill a void, which in turn has allowed me to have the patience that I need to have, until hopefully, the day when she really wants me, get's over her issues, and even better, becomes my wife.  

I have truly enjoyed meeting providers, that have stimulated my mind, have been wonderful conversationalist, and above all, understanding to my situation.  No, I don't discuss the details of my relationship with them, but when your with that "special" kind of provider, it suffices to tell her that you have relationship issues, and they really make you feel like a million bucks.  And let me say, the physical intimacy is not the reason I see them, but the emotional intimacy is what I need.  Not all providers have this, since this isn't something that is taught, you have to have it in your persona, just part of your being.  By reading all of the reviews of my fellow hobbyist, it's easy to identify who these providers are.  So to all of the providers that I have seen, and to those that I haven't but definitly fall in this group, my sincerest and heartfelt thanks.  I really mean that.

I love you girls...

Elsid

P.S. - I don't post reviews of the providers that I am referring to, only because it's very private to me, I hope you all understand.  I have posted some reviews on TER, but not of the providers that fall in this category, I think you all know the difference, and where I'm coming from.