Sex does get mixed up with the baggage of relationships.  (It's best when it isn't, but that the way God made it.  I guess (s)he just loves watching us fuck with each other, figuratively and literally.)

In my case, I was very horny for my wife all during the time she wouldn't fuck me; so I started to hobby to alieviate the tension.

Then I got caught by her and lo and hehold, she wanted me again.  But guess what?  I didn't want her then.

I guess it makes some weird sense, but the whole scene was crazy.  It was expensive to get away ftom her but now I have my freedom and enjoy sex to the max - without the baggage (mostly).

First some background; my wife fucked my best friend. We stayed together and I eventually started hobbying. After finding out she cheated, I just stopped being  sexually attracted  to her  (saw her as ruined goods) and having sex with her was a chore.
Anyway, for Thanksgiving we went to LA to her mothers for 5 days. During those days I couldn't hobby so I was as horny as a toad. Did the wife to relieve myself but turned out that I really liked it - I figured it was because I was so horny. Now we are back home and I can't get enough of her. I have tried seeing, and will continue hobbying but hate myself for getting back attracted to her. I wonder if she or her mother gave me some kind of love potion while in LA or something!

Especially since she apparently will give you some. Sometimes I wonder about the idiots around here.

No photo do to complaints.

If you got a phone call telling you that you won a million dollars, would you bitch about having to pay the taxes?  There aren't too many guys here that have wives that want to fuck them and are good at it.  And yours is good at it.  Very, very good.

You don't get it. My wife cheated on me and I decided to stay only for our very young kids. She is damaged goods, she betrayed me - but now I find myself attracted to her, wanting this damaged woman.

When MP got upset about your pix I said something nice about them.  So what am I, chopped liver?  I am asking you nicely, please bring back the hot young chicks.  Please.

... so ditch the hobbying and do your wife. What's the problem with that?

Oh yeah -- she cheated. YEARS AGO. Quite likely, if she had literally stabbed you with a knife, she'd be out of jail by now. Obviously, if you are attracted to her again, your heart has let it go. Let your head follow. There comes a time when she comes out of the dog house.

We have an open marriage now, but not when she first started providing. She lied to me for months, while fucking strange cock for cash putting me at serous legal risk if she got caught. I even had divorce drawn. It hurt, it sucked, I was betrayed. Thing is you chose to stay for what ever reasons. You owe it to yourself to look past her "damage". For your own sake you need to forgive. Enjoy your wife, be glad you find her attractive. In the end everyone is "damaged" in some ways.

Here is Marjana A from Met-Art.com.

If he is still holding a grudge, that's his right.

That said, grudge fucking can be very enjoyable.

The OP does need to ask himself one question though, is he happier "with her" or "without her" romantically in his life? Only he knows that answer to that question, and most likely even he isn't totally sure.

BTW John, I admire the brevity. I guess TER is no longer paying you by the word. lol

LMAO