i entered the hobby for a very atypical reason...that is, not for money, but for service and erotic fantasy fulfillment. i seek out very particular sorts of clients, those who have been neglected and truly NEED the sort of attention and company that i can provide for them. doing this fulfills me greatly emotionally and being an object for men's use is very arousing (and hence fulfilling) physically.

i plan to stop providing at or just before turning 30, just because i'll no longer really feel like the hot sexy young "thang" at that point, and have no interest in being a "mature" teaching-type provider.

i'm very, VERY shy and introverted believe it or not, so would never and have never considered being in any other "adult" industry...i.e. stripping, film, etc.

i'm happily married and a homemaker above all else, spend most of my time cleaning, organizing, cooking and tending to my Husband's needs and desires.

i very much enjoy sex with most of my clients, and with some the sex is absolutely INCREDIBLE! if i felt absolutely repulsed by or zero chemistry with a client than i wouldn't see them more than once, it's very important to me to have a genuine connection with a person.

i've never had romantic feelings for a client, but there are definitely clients who have meant something more to me and who i've developed sincere friendships with. a couple of times the feelings have been so overwhelming that i had to cut off the "professional" relationship and make it friends-only.