Regardless, my thoughts are to simply move on.

Her bills have been paid. (eom)

There's been a nationwide outbreak of stupid....

 
I hope I get a thank you lol

...interest in BBFS with providers.  Not going to sit here and pretend it doesn't happen.  I'm sure it does.  But, safety-minded providers likely haven't researched you before replying to you initial ISO.  Once your bbfs inclination is discovered...some/many providers will write you off as they will not see a guy that does that for (at least) three reasons:

1) they don't want to deal with bbfs pressure mid sesh...better not to see you at all and avoid the hassle
2) they don't want to risk coupling with you in any way if you are being unsafe with even some of your provider friends; great way to catch something
3) seeing a guy that openly asks for bbfs (even if they do everything covered in a latex body suit with you) will affect their business; people will put 2 and 2 together (assuming you review or it otherwise gets out) and that provider will potentially be labeled a bbfs provider.  Those that are safety minded will not risk it and that provider's business could suffer as a result

There are a lot of ways to catch something.  Hooking up with someone that does BBFS and publicly asks for it...is probably up there as far as risk goes.  I'm sure others do bbfs and no one is the wiser.  However, your reputation is now such that most here that have read your bbfs posts believe you will take bbfs wherever and whenever you can get it.  

You are now living with the consequences of that choice.