...you're not firing on all cylinders and you need an alternate way to blast off.

I pay for sex once in a while with a high end escort. I like having intercourse for a while when with them, but not until I cum. The way I like to cum is to have the girl lie next to me, with her hand on my balls, (just holding them), and having her watch me masturbate. Just before I cum, I like to say "are you watching? its about to squirt out".  Anyone else like just having the girl watch you masturbate as your preferential way to cum with an escort? Or am I weird?

But that is OK, we all are. I too sometimes like to put on a show. Not often but from time to time yes, I have a bit of expeditionist in me. I would not say it is my preferred way to cum but I do enjoy it from time to time.

good deal for her!
you arent sick, everyone shakes his own willie a different way

Why waste a wad in your hand, when you can splash in her(covered) or on her?

I'm not coughing up $$$ to have someone watch me spode all over myself.

As a provider I've seen and heard many different ways. I personally love to see the "out come" of my work.  So enjoy yourself any way you want sweetie

I think that is amazing!!!   I kinda do the same thing.  I like when women hold, lick or suck my balls.  I just love it and it makes me CUM.  I love to masturbate as well so this really works for me. I have done this with my ATF multiple times and she loves it when she watches me CUM.  SHe always tells me.....can you cum like you did last time.  Loving it!!!  No shame brother....if it pleases you, its ALL GOOD