This is actually weirdly an instance that happened to me recently of the past year too. My ATF for the past 5 or 6 years had wierded out on me late last year. Got really b---y to me all of a sudden. On the couch talk, she was still dressed in pajamas, hair not made up, looks like drunk or depressed, and started to take smoking pot heavily in front of me, maybe she was depressed and took it out on me. And this a top 20 ter listed provider on one of the metro lists that has been around with reviews here since 2010 or so. Actual model quality and such a fine lady I adored her so much. But not that night. Finally in the bedroom, she just shucked her clothes off and got in position on the bed wanting me get in her from behind. Didn't even care to get or condom or ask or check if I had a condom.
I mean yeah, it was uncomfortable. And so in another life, I would have been her bf, heck even wouldn't minded making a kid with her marrying her and family and happy ever after with her, because i'd adored her so much in these past few years. But I chickened or got uncomfortable, or mish is hard for me to get off, because I'm screwed in the mind during sex too often being single for my life. So I hesitated and asked for the usual humping outside her, or going for daty or the rest of this, and she probably got pissed about that too, as the session got worse, and she quit on me several times, ranted and drawled to me, and kept criticizing me on any thing i did or said for the rest of the session. like on daty, 'you're doing it wrong' to pushing me away, and quitting on me again and for good, making me get ready to leave after over an hour ( i paid for over an hour) of this nonsense wasting.
So yes, strange how this BBFS dangled in front of me too in an instance. Maybe everyone, providers included is feeling this world is going to rot and world war soon. Everything's falling apart. The good old days of the 70's , 80's when the world was so much saner, without all this social media rot and propaganda, social engineering, but cabal elite screwing over 99.9% of the world population while they play their virtual risk-world games with each other starting off wars etc. Everyone depressed, feeling no sane future anymore , family structure destroyed. Ok, other than the BBFS example, maybe never mind me and this post. I'm late nite can't sleep feeling crap about my life and hobby life (maybe quitting it , since it's not even the good or same anymore unless one can afford 2k/hour now , instead of cutting back to once or twice a year since eight years ago for me.