if circumstances ever allows it.  Blonde, dark tan, long shapely legs and cleavage like McDonalds.

People wonder why I'm keeping my hair trimmed shorter these days.

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I have been looking at women (girls at the beginning) with specific lustful thoughts since I can remember.  Just yesterday, though, I was spending the day with my current civie obsession and, after a unbelievable afternoon of great love making, wondering what a review would look like and how she would do as a provider.  She is just shy of 50, a lovely dark brown skinned Jamaican, a little over six feet tall, with a beautiful face, remarkably firm breasts, wonderful legs, a little tummy (that she constantly complains about,)a slightly too big very shapely behind, no stretch marks, a beautiful face, lovely soft skin, a smile that would melt stone, a very large responsive clitoris, who is wildly multi orgasmic. I decided she would get great marks from me, but I am in love.

Being a ordinary-looking computer nerd, I've always looked at the lovely ladies with lust but also the knowledge that they're out of my league.  Now whenever I find myself thinking "wish I could have a woman like that" I can remember that someone just as pretty (and a lot more willing) is a phone call away.

Especially at the gym.  There are some real hot 20-30 year olds working out in the late afternoon.  They provide great motivation for me.