Damn, my new ATF is addicting, and have been seeing her for 2 months straight. Wanting to take a break from her because I'm getting a bit attached and she's letting me do everything I requests.
I want to try to see a new provider next week, but I might be disappoint with the pampering from the ATF. Put in a word of encouragement.
Having an ATF is great. Seeing her and only her is bad. Trust me. Been there about 2 years ago. Nothing but pain. Mix it up. See her more often than the others, but mix it up.
We had the "why don't hookers see African Americans?" twice in two weeks! So this one was overdue. It's been a while since the last "I've fallen" post. We are really behind in dick size and "where do I put my cum threads" though. Someone better start one of those soon, or the GD might go into panic mode.
No, I've not fallen for her or anything like that. This is 'she's got skills' and I'm addicted to her sessions. This is like "I've been eatin the same peanut butter, and I can't stop eatin the same thing". I need to try Burger next week, cuz I've had too much peanut butter. LOL.
But if a guy is too stupid to figure it out for himself and needs us to tell him why he should or should not see his ATF...wow, not even worth the effort.
analyze the situation It can be all good!! My ATF is a fantastic lady & It's all good because i respect the boundries, we have fun together & when I walk out the door it's over , except for the wonderful memories, until the next time she visits!
You said it yourself...you're blurring fantasy and reality. Realize that this is still a business. She digs you, but only because you are paying her. Stop paying her, and see if things remain the same. And, no, I'm not talking about a discount or OTC time. I'm talking about her fucking you for free. There's your reality check.
I don't think you need a word of encouragement. You need to get a grip on reality.
Not singling you out, because I think many of us have been there. I sure have in the past...long ago.
But this is a paid encounter. Not saying that you can't have a future with her, because I have dated providers in the past, but it's not the easiest thing in the world, and there surely comes a time when distrust comes into the picture because of how you met.
First of all, you DON"T GET IT - I'm NOT in love with my ATF. There's is no blurring of illusion or fantasy.
I'm talking about sex addition to my ATF - she's so good, it's addicting. Sex is not love. This is not love. I'm paying for her service because it's so good. It's not love attachment or anything like that. I have no illusion that she needs my money - because she does. I just want to have pure animal sex with her all the time, and we both totally understand that to get that service - I need to pay her.
I have no illusion whatsoever that she's in love with me or I'm in love with her. Now do you get it? Now if you are not able to distinguish the topic of 'sex addiction to ATF' as oppose to 'falling in love with an AFT', you're just pure dumb.
As I said, if you think eating proverbial peanut butter every day is bad, then you should eat something else. Don't ask people why you shouldn't eat peanut butter every day.
I do indeed fall in love (small letters) with each in turn. I did go exclusive with an ATF at one time... but eventually service suffered & I felt taken for granted. I took nearly a year off. She thought I was gone for good. When I went back... She no longer takes me for granted but the mood has never returned to what it initially was. She is now included in my rotation & if one might be unavailable, there's likely another one who is.
I would never be able to see a provider again if anything "got weird" How do you do it?
I saw a provider a few times last year. a couple of issues( compatibility- I now know, cancellations) but it was an ok time. the last time was the best. This past summer, I decided to see her again. The WORST session I've ever had.A complete dud with NO sexual chemistry or excitement at all. We got in a small argument. I think we both felt the same thing.
I could not imagine seeing her again even if I waited another year.
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