That's why I spend way too much time on this fuckin board! lol

...she doesn't spring a leak.

..for rear of losing my cajones.
I'm $ure they think of you al$o lol

I do that with Civie dates..

To feel that way in this realm is a little weird dude..

You know that.  

May I ask you?
Why do ask stupid questions like this?
I know, you know you are pretending to be someone you are not.
Why?  
It insults people…
Does that give you a chuckle? Make you giggle?

Ever think of how weird that is?
What are your thoughts on that? Seriously. (No offense intended..)

I gave you my thoughts.. You give me yours?

It is really hard not thinking about her all the time. Each session gets better and better, at first it was in and out, now it is an extra 5, 10, some times 30 minutes OTC. Also before she would just give me a hug when I left, then a peck on the cheek, then a kiss on the lips, now it is a long DFK that sometimes last for minutes. It is almost if she is becoming more in to me each time we see each other, but I just don’t want to cross the line. I am a professional man and very business oriented so when it comes to this I try not to blur the line but it is becoming very hard. So whenever I caught myself getting the idea she likes me I just think ‘It is a Business’ nothing more, she loves the money not me, which helps sometimes but it is just like the quote in the movie Inception,
"What is the most resilient parasite? Bacteria? A virus? An intestinal worm? An idea. Resilient... highly contagious. Once an idea has taken hold of the brain it's almost impossible to eradicate. An idea that is fully formed - fully understood - that sticks; right in there somewhere.

Some honestly yes. Others other than maybe a replay in my head a day or so later no. Those are the ones I don't revisit. But yeah there's been a couple ladies that stick in my head more than others. Funny how that works, driving down the road and hear a song and it just clicks that reminds me of ----- ------.  Pretty cool actually don't confuse it with love though, at the end of the day it's a biz transaction. Spend some time with a gal without the meter running and then you're thoughts will get screwed up. Still gotta be careful though. Why mess up a good thing with real life shit? The special friendships ya can form here can be some of the most rewarding, no pressure or crap to screw it up. Ya can just roll with it, so why wouldn't a fella think about a special gal a lot?

The Girl I'm seeing is such a Sweetheart and is so Adorable. How can I not think about her?

And so I think about the most recent provider I've been seeing. All the time.

If the next one I see is as good, I'll be thinking about her all the time.

If I'd think about work half as much as I do about sex, I'd be able to afford to see providers a lot more, but then I'd just be thinking about them all the time all over again.

there are many ladies i have seen more than 2 times.  i think about them all, usually the one i've seen most recently until i see another  one...

dude, with 34 reviews you shouldn't be getting hooked after 2 dates. i've seen my atf 7 times in the past year, and i think about her until i see the next girl.

And yes.. I do think of certain girls pretty much constantly.. I'm down to two now.. a new one that was amazing last week..a real person .. and I am very careful about infatuation... It is what it is..and it gives me pause for thought every time I see a new review about one.. That avoids infatuation, but lets me enjoy the chemistry..

see another one quickly.

nothing makes you forget about pussy more  than MORE pussy.lol

but to answer your question i think about the sex I had with her, not her.

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