I've took a vacation last summer at home, just stayed home and chilled, I worked hard during my job, and my compensation/bonus was $7,200 for my vacation. Well, I spent it all on providers in less than a month. Let me tell you, its not all that great. I was on a drunken provider splurge. First day, called my ATF, and hooked up with her 3 times in one day!! When called the second time, she said, "Again?'. Next day, I saw a regular provider, and she introduce her friend, she wasn't all day great and not worth the money, she asked for a specific amount for her friend to join, and I gave her twice that amount. To think I would have a blast, nope, should've just stuck with one. Didn't even spend the entire two hours, more like 45 minutes, got bored and rolled the hell out. I've must have seen three or four providers in a day. There were times, I couldn't even manage an erection during most of my visits because I had bust one too many for that day. And let me tell you, if you can't get it up, girls will not try to work with you, get bored, and rush you out the door!!! And let me let you, I had some amazing looking girls in front of me, but still mr.tiny wasn't getting up, he was busy saying, "Damn!! not again, I can't wake up, let me sleep, and leave me the hell alone". It was like I am mentally prepared, but not physically. And let me tell you, I am only in my very early 30's, so I shouldn't have this problem waking up mr.tiny up. Anyways, the time was almost up for work again, and I looked at my compensation/bonus and saw only $400 left. I was like, WTH!!!!! I had about a good size stack of $50 and $100 bills when I deposit and cashed my check, It was a good size stack, something that didn't even fit in my pocket, now its only 4 bills left, and I stuff that in my wallet. I ask myself, how the hell could I have possibly spend that much on hobbying in 1 month? Well, it happens, and can happen if you were put in my scenario.
I've spent a couple of days to myself before I headed to work and started thinking. Damn, I needed a break, this was too much. All the emotional, physical, and mental exhaustion was a bit too much to deal with. I was living like a wild man, lose on the streets to bang chicks. Anyways, its better that you've spent that on your family, I have no significant other to support at the time. You think being free to bang all the chicks you want for 1 month would be great, well, it ain't all that great. A couple a week does the body good.