no fantasy about it. Providers are simply women who fuck for a living, no better or worse than women from any other walk of life. Of course they are a lot more fun to hang around with than a woman who is a nun, but that kind of goes along without saying.

the green-backs in the envelope and perhaps her negligee.

The bottom-line is life is tough, and it's pretty difficult for two people to get along under the best of conditions.

Definitely not me!

but, if you're married to her long enough there's a very good chance she will get to the place (60 lbs. heavier than when you met her) she's no longing beautiful.

...One of them fantasizing about being with me fulltime either.

Sometimes I fantasize about having a certain clients dick more often, but like on a lease, not full ownership.

So here's my question.  The men on this site P4P right?  Some of us have fantasies about what it would be like to be with our P4 partners full time.

So, would the grass actually be greener?

I'm dubious.

I've spent time with several ladies OTC.  I've enjoyed most of it immensely and it's often led to more P4P activity with those ladies.  Still it can also lead to peeling back another layer of that onion.  When that happens you sometimes find that you know her too well and should settle for being her friend, with or without benefits.  There's been one lady that I've spent a couple afternoons with and a 3-day stretch as well.  She's the only one who's lawn I'd continue to water & cut.  I don't have much of a green thumb so it might die, but I'd fertilize it to the end.  

There is some guy who is tired of fucking her.

Unless she's gay - in which case there is a woman who is tired of fucking her.

The only true aphrodisiac is strange.

i know what u mean, i love girls they are the best ever

Ha -- funny you should mention this.  Last provider I had an OTC relationship with emailed me about a week ago to tell me she was coming out as a lesbian.  Wanted me to be among the first to know.

I kid you not.

If your cow gets in there and grazes, your milk tastes funny.

But is can often times be a hell of a lot harder to mow.

Doesn't this just make her "really bi"?  If she were a true lesbian she would only be playing with other women.  But, she was fucking you, giving you a BJ, or whatever.  Maybe I'm confused.

The girl you meet for P4P has a different facade and mask to wear - she's all oozing with sex and sensuality and the attention is all on you.  Due to your intoxication, it may take you sometime to learn that she's a different persion altogether.  But if you get to know the real girl, you'll probably realize she has her own personal private life that is alien to you, and she may not even share who she really is.  

Sure we have our fantasies about being with a P4P girl full time, but most of the time it's an illusion.  To find true love without an envelop is .... hmmm .... an illusion.

The only true love story is when you meet a P4P girl, you support her, make sure she gets her degree, etc. etc etc. .. then she wins the $50 Million lottery and she runs back to you, tells you to retired and marry her and she takes care of you .. and you live happily ever after.  Grin  Ok, wake up now, you had a nice dream.

Dear Gambler:
Would you say that you are also getting a certain persona or an alter ego during play for play activity as opposed to the other person where you see her idiosyncrasies and propensities as a person? With this said would the experience be a mixed bag depending on the person or could it be pleasant ?

She retired from the biz a few months ago.  We were mostly platonic pals.

Plus, it's just a job, remember?  

... it is that he is tired of putting up with her crap. SO tired of her crap he is fine to skip out on *ucking her.

Just as an FYI, this is NOT something I'm considering, but I'm just asking the question.

I've been doing A LOT of thinking about P4P recently and just bouncing questions/ideas off this community.

Although, I was never her client. No, the grass is not greener but if you love her it doesn't matter.