You know that strange yet thrilling feeling when you meet someone for the first time, but it feels like you’ve known them forever? The way your eyes lock, the easy laughter, the natural rhythm  almost like your bodies already remember each other. I’ve had a few moments like that lately, and it always makes me wonder… is it chemistry, coincidence, or something deeper? Maybe some connections are meant to happen more than once in a lifetime.

But I once saw an ATF after a 14 year absence.  

Have I ever paid a hooker and been like, "Awe shit, that's the hot cheerleader from high school that I always wanted to bang." Nah, never been so lucky.

No - but I saw that cheerleader at our class reunion and glad I had not laid down some Benjamins to see her . Fine memory broken in an instant.  
Of course she probably felt the same.

I tell myself, this is the one, the time you go to your HS reunion. Then, in the blink of an eye, it's passed. I say to myself, "There's always the next one." I'm just not sure how hot she will still look nearing 60.

I was in my early 20's.  I discovered along the way there is no hocus pocus or anything paranormal about it.  There is a simple explanation.  It's a woman who is a mirror image of myself when it comes to factors like personality, intelligence, social skills, sexual desire and skills, and life experiences.  That's why it feels so familiar, because we have so much in common from our shared pasts, even though we didn't share them with each other.   She's just like me, except that she's a woman.  It has resulted in many close relationships that often last more than a year.  Why not permanent, you ask?  Because they also have some of the same negative traits I have, and these eventually come between us.  Some have remained lifetime friends from the time we met until the present, though, so overall, it's more good than bad.