the first few months that I've seen her, things were great. she was friendly & kind. I have always been respectful & polite to her. when I first met her, she just left her "protection" & another girl that she worked with. about 3 months ago, things started changing. we'd make a time to meet & when I got there, I couldn't contact her. this would happen once in a while, but lately it's gotten really bad. I'd say it got bad about a month & a half ago, seems she would flake on me. I'd get to the hotel & sometimes she would tell me to give her 10-15 mins. after that, I wouldn't hear from her. I would wait up to an hour then leave after making several attempts to contact her. at other times, I wouldn't her from her at all when I arrived. When I do get a hold of her to make an appointment, I ask her if she"s upset with me & she says no & we set a time & place to meet. then when I get there, nothing. I've also noticed that she's working with that other girl again & that the "protection" is back. could they be the reason that she's acting this way? they probably know that I've given her pepper spray, a personal alarm & a stun gun for her protection, when she worked alone. do you think they are wary of me & want to keep me away from her. the other girl might have overheard us talking about me & my work, how some of the people I work with avoid me when I'm pissed off, I become vicious. the other girl was in the bathroom. I had told my provider, a long time ago about my mood swings, but promised that it would never happen around her & she never had an issue with it, she knew I wouldn't do anything to her. I wonder if the other girl told the "protection" about me & he won't let her see me, but she can't let me know? maybe he's worried what I might do, if he abuse's her & I notice, since I know what he looks like, what he drives & I think it's not right to treat a girl bad & take most if not all her hard-earned money.  
 I know it's not me that's the issue. before the "protection" came back, my provider really didn't worry about the time & we would spend twice as much time together. Once, she told me that if I was too tired, that I could sleep there with her in the same bed. But the last time I saw her, which was awhile ago, she was watching the clock.  
 this really upsets me. she was my favorite, she knew how to treat me & we got along great. she was a great GFE & someone I could also talk to.  
 Is it the "protection" or am I just an idiot? Should I just move on? I'm just concerned for her safety, am I wrong?

the first few months that I've seen her, things were great. she was friendly & kind. I have always been respectful & polite to her. when I first met her, she just left her "protection" & another girl that she worked with. about 3 months ago, things started changing. we'd make a time to meet & when I got there, I couldn't contact her. this would happen once in a while, but lately it's gotten really bad. I'd say it got bad about a month & a half ago, seems she would flake on me. I'd get to the hotel & sometimes she would tell me to give her 10-15 mins. after that, I wouldn't hear from her. I would wait up to an hour then leave after making several attempts to contact her. at other times, I wouldn't her from her at all when I arrived. When I do get a hold of her to make an appointment, I ask her if she"s upset with me & she says no & we set a time & place to meet. then when I get there, nothing. I've also noticed that she's working with that other girl again & that the "protection" is back. could they be the reason that she's acting this way? they probably know that I've given her pepper spray, a personal alarm & a stun gun for her protection, when she worked alone. do you think they are wary of me & want to keep me away from her. the other girl might have overheard us talking about me & my work, how some of the people I work with avoid me when I'm pissed off, I become vicious. the other girl was in the bathroom. I had told my provider, a long time ago about my mood swings, but promised that it would never happen around her & she never had an issue with it, she knew I wouldn't do anything to her. I wonder if the other girl told the "protection" about me & he won't let her see me, but she can't let me know? maybe he's worried what I might do, if he abuse's her & I notice, since I know what he looks like, what he drives & I think it's not right to treat a girl bad & take most if not all her hard-earned money.  
 I know it's not me that's the issue. before the "protection" came back, my provider really didn't worry about the time & we would spend twice as much time together. Once, she told me that if I was too tired, that I could sleep there with her in the same bed. But the last time I saw her, which was awhile ago, she was watching the clock.  
 this really upsets me. she was my favorite, she knew how to treat me & we got along great. she was a great GFE & someone I could also talk to.  
 Is it the "protection" or am I just an idiot? Should I just move on? I'm just concerned for her safety, am I wrong?