Finally branched out to see a local provider. Her reviews are actually quite intimidating - Beautiful face, body, intelligent, funny, knows exactly what shes doing. Also my age ~mid 20s~ , which also feels a bit odd. Super excited but also nervous as to how it will play out, given this is my first time seeing any provider. We'll have to see. Wish me luck ;D

It’ll be fine champ.  

the first time I had sex.  I was only 12.  The room was really dark, and I was all alone . . . . . . .

We were all nervous and excited our first time playing the game, and many of us still are when meeting a lady for the first time, even after years in the hobby.    Sounds like you did what newbies are supposed to do, did your homework, and chose someone you are confident is right for you.  If that's the case, you'll be fine.  Just remember that once is not going to be enough...you'll be back for more!

Newbies of any age are so much fun to play with!