It was recently my 32nd birthday, and I realized that it was completely different from my 31st birthday, which was completely different from my 30th birthday. At 30, I decided to take a leap of faith and try to mix something I absolutely love to do with earning extra income so I could support my entrepreneurial goals as well as a college education for my younger brother. By my 31st birthday I had more experiences than I thought I would ever have, I opened myself up and absorbed good ones, tepid ones, and outright negative ones. My views of relationships were in some ways fortified and in others shattered, but in the way that makes you grateful that you are falling down and getting bruised at such a young age, because you have your whole life ahead to heal those bruises.

were you discourteous, dishonest and closed-minded

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Ha, nooo, but they were very ethereal and vacuous ideas, oh yeah, be courteous, duh. Now it's more like, be open-minded that the guy who just stuttered talking to you may be great lover, because you know what, he very well could be, just open your mind.

Nice to see you posting, but it's nice to see you here because you want to be, not because you have to be here.

and getting to know you somewhat, I have to say that your post makes me feel wonderful.

Thank you so much for sharing your wonderful fortune with us, and it could not have happened to a more wonderful person.

I wish you a long, happy relationship and a prosperous career.

You have been missed!

Steph xoxo

I always enjoyed your posts.  

Thank you for wanting to get to know me. I definitely felt special and fortunate during each of our days. And the gift of seeing my favorite piece of art (Les Mis) of course, added to my good fortune.

She probably knows.

I was happy when it was somehow leaked that you had found that special someone, and that you were happy, even though that would mean that I'd never get the chance to know you. I'm sorry it didn't work out.  

Thank you, I always thought if we met it could only go one of 2 ways: either a short drink or hours of strong opinions being shot back and forth. Maybe a slap if you called me fat.

...I hate to rain on your parade but reading your post I get the impresion you escorted to put your brother thru college when by your own admission you embarked on a journey to feed your sex addiction. You stated right up front on your website "I am a sex addict" and you blogged about it obsessively. Nothing wrong with that. A good thing in my opinion and you went about it very intelligently. So why the history rewrite. One more thing. Who cares if you make six figures.  

Very inspired to read your post!!!  Great job & hope next year is even better and so on.... Each year should be a growing/learning experience in everyone lives.... Stay positive & enjoy life!!!! #livingforlife #living......

Please take Gemma's comments to heart, I know for sure that I could not have said is as eloquently.

On top of all else I've said good about you, the animal in me says "and apparently from your reviews you give great head". This is a great attribute in my opinion, but I thought the humanity and who you are should be on the forefront, and the fact that you're a good cocksucker be secondary.

I enjoy a good a read, and i am inspired by this.  

Who wouldn't want that engraved on their urn: wonderful person and great cocksucker. Something that I wouldn't necessarily know had I not embarked on this. Now I know for sure that my oral fixation is not something to sneeze at.  

I hate to rain on your parade-rain, cspatz, but your post reeks of jealousy and/or bitterness. I don't necessarily care if the girl makes 6 figures, but it doesn't do me any harm to hear it. It's actually kind of nice. You just seem extremely invested in this provider's life and her personal narrative. What the hell difference is it to you at the end of the day?? Get a grip man, it gets better!

You have been missed.  Your posts on the boards kept the conversation moving and interesting.  Your sweetness and intelligence in person made me see you as much more than your run of the mill provider.  You are the one woman I have met in this activity we all share that I actually have regretted not being able to see again.

I don't think I'd care about any of that.

Maybe he hasn't had enough biscuits and fried potaters this week.

You can have this one cheap.  That may even things up?

"Rapier wit" is not one of them. Just like Fungy, his major SPOTY competitor, he is about as sharp as a 180 degree angle.

for stopping by and sharing the update with all of us! I always loved your posts, and have missed them!

You sound like a lovely woman with a beautiful soul.  

I'd like to hear your plans and I would be proud to go see you at your location, there are times in our life that we cross paths we don't take advantage to meet a friend and then we regret it later with like minded people don't realize it a the time and it often seems a shame. I understand from what you've said that you may mot be in this life anymore, but I would be very happy and proud to come to you city and invite you for a couple hours about anything that comes up or is on you mind

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I wrote this after a few Bourbons and after taking an ambien, so although I know what my intent was and what I was trying to say, I sure didn't do a good job of communicating it.  

I've never met you, or read any of your posts.  But this post sounds really great and positive.  My GF is a provider and I love hearing positive stories and really like seeing supportive and grounded people in this profession.  Thank you for moving towards courtesy/honesty/open-mindedness.  The world is better for each person that makes small choices every day.  You sound great and I hope that everything works well for you (or at least, you gain insight from your struggles if everything doesn't quite work out).