I'm feeling bad about tonight,  and as a result am pretty much stuck in a state of inaction.  I need to work this evening, but when I go to post my ad, I get knots in my stomach.  I feel like there is just something insidious close to me tonight and don't know why NOW, as I am not religious, superstitious,  or anything of the sort.  Any thoughts or experiences to add that might make me feel like I'm not crazy? What to do? Does anyone truly believe in "bad/good energy" here?

Just as much as karma.

When that sense goes off, I listen to it. Doesn't happen often, but if I'm not getting a good sense about something I won't ignore it.  

But that's me.

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you'd probablty not be able to do your best work.   If you "must" work then be extra careful...

Just stay at home and read a book.  

Our minds are capable of picking up on things without our having any rational reason for them.  

Besides, you won't be at your best, so why bother and put off a client

...and just because you don't believe doesn't mean there is nothing to believe in.

My "intuition" has saved my a$$ so many times, I can't tell you.

Keep an open mind to what you don't understand.

TONY

...it could be the beginning of the end times.

http://www.torontosun.com/2015/09/26/blood-moon-a-sign-of-end-times

It's also a "supermoon" - it's bigger and brighter than normal because it's 30,000 miles closer to Earth than usual.  Maybe you're feeling the effects of the moon being closer.  It's a fact that the lunar cycle can affect menstrual cycles of women.

Personally, I think it's the CCR effect:

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=w6iRNVwslM4

I'm blessed/cursed with my father's sense of dependability and punctuality. I've never flaked, nor been late to a session. Yet one evening, back in the day, when I was on my way to a session, a sense of foreboding overcame me. My curse of dependability resisted the urge to listen to what the universe was trying to tell me, and I kept going. When I pulled into the hotel parking lot, the feeling was overwhelmingly bad. So much so that, cursed or not, I wasn't going in. But my nobility wouldn't let me just walk away, and flake. I had to call her to try to explain things. The only thing I could think to say was honesty. I knew she would tell me every which way to go fuck myself, but I was willing to go through that to let her know I wasn't coming in. Luckily, she was one of those ladies who always runs late, so I got her voice mail. Before she could answer, I quickly told her that I was sorry I had missed her, and maybe next time. I shut down my phone, and drove home as fast as I could. A few days later I decided to check my messages, and sure enough, she'd left a message telling me to go fuck myself a thousand times over. The sad thing was that I didn't get to partake of one of the prettiest pussies I'd ever seen. I still have a picture of that gorgeous pussy.  

When one listens to the inner voice, sometimes the reason manifests itself quickly, sometimes many years later, and sometimes never. This was one of those times I got to find out fairly quickly. Not a week later a review came out for the lady, and it wasn't good. The review stated that there had been a gentleman waiting in the bathroom, and that he'd come out and robbed the hobbyist at gunpoint. I felt a great sense of relief for having listened to what the cosmos was telling me.  

Now even though, by strict letter of the law, I flaked on the session, I feel that because of the extenuating circumstances of the rob session, my record of never being late, nor having flaked, is still intact. My Dad would be proud. Well, maybe not.

These juju bees are pretty good!  And they're fat free!

(Seriously: if you feel you can't provide the expected good time for any reason, it's best to avoid making appointments you can't satisfactorily fulfill.)


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On the day after labor day last year, a guy I knew somewhat not very well; offered me 500 bucks to drive him to see someone Ina  city 2 hrs or so away, wait around for awhile and drive home back home to our home city. Being that it was shark week, I was happy to make some easy  $  and keep my vajay' up on blocks simultaneously.  So, head on the 30 min trip from my place to his and my car needed a temp tag due to me  having just got it. What should have been a simple stop at dmv; was just a clusterfuck and staggering to think of waiting in that line. Avg line,.8th or so in line, but this day...106th. Well, fuck..no line is worth waiting that long in If you ask me. Besides I was due there in a mere half hr.  As I neared his pickup spot, my stomach was freaking the fuck out and doing cartwheels like a high school cheerleader, I was literally trying not to throw up.  5 min before arriving,  I stopped for a burger and realized that the tags being temp/expired, along with the attention getting factor it already posessed, would definitely get me stopped if a cop got behind me. Weed was illegal in these parts, so I would be El Fucko if there was any amount of attention at all.  I wound up cancelling, told the guy I felt a.very profound sense of dangerand just couldn't.  He was pissed, yelling and calling me crazy bitch, saying I'm trippin and being unreasonable. I said "look I'm sorry dude. I'm not taking an untagged car on a  2 hr trip after making it smell like a Cheech and Chong adventure. Don't feel good about you going either, man..." and guess what?

--he was not seen again. Jails and hospitals never had him, as of now he is whereabouts unknown with a year or so of nothing but jack shit.  I also found out later that he was uh...doing some marketing and sales for a certain 1%er biker club. He likely was having me take him on a sizable drug run.  Now he is gone without  a single trace and no one even cares much. Scary as shit!

****in case anyone's wondering...I never posted tonight.my cat has been acting weird/sketched out all night long and I've been unable to sleep or stop checking my locks AGAIN. My S.O. came here to sleep so I'd feel less edgy.  Definitely not a night suited to making new friends or skirting the law. Hopefully this malcontent passes by this upcoming evening, but fuck taking unknown clients with this feeling! Spidey sense has saved my ass in huge ways and so screw it, a night or two of good clean fun is looking like what's up

My cycle +has like...not been a thing for years now. Cycle or no, I believe women might have a stronger instinctual ability to sense danger, and to an extent, when she's being fed bullshit of some sort. I've learned one or two VERY hard lessons by ignoring that "oh shit" feeling or letting someone convince me I was being a "pussy." Now I just say f their feelings and let my body tell me how to proceed.

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Or is that just with M&Ms?

Yes.  And the orange ones, and the purple ones, and the yellow ones, and even the empty box.

Nope. M&Ms, too.  And ABCs, and Ps&Qs, and 123s, and just about anything that begins with a letter or a number (which eliminates the artist formerly known as Prince)

I went to a date at a hotel long before screening was being done. I spoke to the guy on the phone and although nothing he said sent red flags I just felt uneasy. Parked the car and sat for 20 minutes trying to talk myself into everything being normal. Walked through the hotel lobby spotted the restroom sign and headed that way. As I was walking noticed a man following me which really put me in alert mode. took my time to compose myself and walked right out of the hotel, back in my car I drove home. Watching the morning news they announced big bust in Orlando at nice hotel with many arrested. I am sure I dodged the handcuffs that night.

Always listen to that inner voice as it is many times smarter than we ourselves are. Even if your being paranoid there's another day to be productive. Should you get busted your future will be controlled for some time.

Kisses Haley

Law of attraction

When I start putting negative feelings, fear, etc. in to the universe ... I find that I attract negative experiences to me.

And the opposite is also true. If you want to attract good and positive experiences, then you need to examine yourself and ask yourself why you are allowing negative thoughts and feelings to enter in to your consciousness, despite the fact that there is no good cause for them to be there.

Start replacing those feelings with positive ones, and it's more likely that you will invite positive experiences to your world.