If so, be sure to communicate that to the lady, that part of your fantasy is not only to degrade in person, but also in the review as part of the fantasy.
I'm actually serious - some guys like it. And if the girl consents, (without mind games and manipulation to do so, but it's actually at her full will,) then that should be communicated beforehand.
One thing I need to tell you (OP) is to be very careful with the lady's neck. Don't jack it around, push down, back, forward, etc. Putting pressure on the neck can be damaging, and in the heat of the moment you may not realize your own strength. I knew a girl who, over time, her boyfriend did this to her during rough sex and blow jobs. She was ok with it, but didn't realize the damage it could do.
She's just learning how to walk again after two years. There was no abuse, just very rough sex and a lot of pressure on her neck during blow jobs and head holding with hard banging in intercourse.
The human body can take a lot, but the neck - you don't want to end up hurting her. Rough sex is not a bad thing if both consent, but if the proper precautions aren't taken on certain things, (such as pressure on the neck,) some serious injuries can occur that may not show up right away. Or maybe it will, and you'll be the guy standing there when injury does reveal itself.
I personally would have given you your money back and sent you out the door the first time I said no, and you continued to pressure me. No money is worth that.
Remember that if she consents, make sure her consent isn't because you are pressuring her and she needs the money. Then you are a predator.
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