So I have been very busy the last few months seeing 1 to 2 great girls here a week but now find myself in the position of possibly going without this month as the person in my life closest to me needs me to help them which i want and need to do.

the problem is i am already going thru provider withdrawal and have already resorted to spending time with Rosie Palm while reading and reliving my past reviews for self gratification which i know is pathetic. Also since I have gotten used to the girls taking such great care of me in this department Rosie has lost her touch and I am afraid I am going to hurt myself.

So should I:

A: Keep up the self gratification and hope i do not sustain a permanent injury?

B: Possibly become a priest and take a vow of celibacy, (strike that they and proven that does not work and most are more of a perv than I am)

C: Or as some of you are already wanting to suggest to me just F##K myself but I have already considered that myself and unfortunately I am not equipped enough anatomically to get the job done.

Any suggestions would be much appreciated.

Messed up and Horny hammerhead896

While you may feel an obligation to help your friend, if your heart is not into it, then I think perhaps time to let go of that. I know that if I had help from someone, I'd want to know that they really had their entire will into it. It sounds like you were on your own self exploration journey, and had to come to a premature halt because of someone else's problems. I guess my advice is to do what you already know you should do. Keep seeing your girls. Its what you want, and the path that you were being led on. Even if it doesn't last long in your life, you must need it right now for your own growth and development. You can give part time help to your friend, letting them know that you do have your own things you must attend to also.

But for me, it's not just about sex.  It's about the banter, the warmth, the touch, the warmth, . . . did I mention the warmth?  There is nothing that compares to being intimate with another human being. We were not designed to be alone.

So . . . .

I totally agree!

Its the girls intrinsic Beauty and gentle touch that I am missing most.

Ok, along with sloppy BBBJS

Hammerhead,

I am going to call it as I see it.  You had a post down below, where you sent that nice message to the ladies.  Clearly, a lot of them appreciated it based on the response.  But, to me - it sounded like a cry for attention.  This is the second email that sounds like a cry for attention.  Only you know what you need to do.  And to be honest, you didn't even give real choices to weigh in on.  You need to figure out what you want and just be true to yourself.

It sounds like you are going through a tough time... Maybe you need to see a real therapist?  Maybe you need some "pity sex" therapy?  In fact, I know of a few great women on these boards that have some background in psychology - so you may be able to get both birds with one stone.  There is no reason you can't be there for this person as well as take care of your own needs.  It is the quality of time on both ends that is important - not the quantity.

So your financial situation is strained due to obligations to financially assist someone else? Unless that person is family there is no obligation I can think of to part with your play funds. The again, if you go without for a little while you can build it all up during my vacation and unleash upon me....

He's broke and wants some pussy.

hey maybe i should write one of these posts!

dear girls,

i love you all so much.  i am broke.  won't you please give me a freebie?

damn, it doesn't seem to work!  lol!

Yeah baby like my situation - I'm leashing it up until labor day - so look out - lol

Where did I say anything about my bank? The problem is that the person I love and cherish the most is hurt and has to have surgery and I am going to stay with her and take care of her for awhile which is what I want and need to do for both her and me as it is my honor to do so and I probably will not be able to get out. Though this is what I am doing does not mean that I will not miss seeing the girls possibly for a little bit as I am a horny little bastard I admit.

If I posted as I see it some of you need to pull your heads out, not everything mentioned here has to be some kind of scam or a way to negotiate a better donation the girls donations are there donations and believe me I have no problem with them if I am interested and most importantly free to see them.

As far as seeing a psychologist brother if you can't lighten up a little I am sure you possibly will be headed that way if you take this stuff to seriously. Come on laugh man you can do it  And as far as a cry for attention if I want there attention when I am free I will pony up and just go bang one of them which I suggest you do soon and bang one for me while your there. Is it really so inconceivable to believe that I just wanted to say hey I like you girls and appreciate what they have done for me especially after a rather negative post I laid out due to another providers lack of effort. I mean you probably thank your mailman and paperboy every now and then?

And Goldie  Daddy is ready to play when you get back lol.

Peace to you all and hope you all are having fun and write me some great reviews to read to pass the time



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Believe me I know how to really get on these girls good side.

I Book them,Bank them and then Bangem, LAMO,lol.

Didn't you and Ensign Pulver have a thing going on that ship? Just saying maybe you should let the girls know you swing both ways (not that's there anything wrong with that) lol.

Did you seriously think I was expecting anything more than what should have been a humorous reply to my situation buddy.

Try reading my threads all the way thru next time and go down and read the one in response to this lame sounding spew from you and the others.

I mean I was hoping you would say something like (I could lend you my blow up doll until you get free to go out again if you want) which I would not want you to have to do as obviously you need if for your quality time much more than I LAMO.

To tell you the truth the main reason I even started posting on this board is because I thought it was just way so Borrrrring compared to the general discussion and mainly its because of those like you who need to remove the vibe that some provider left stuck up you A##.

you post and hobbyists and providers comment. Don't take it personally.

Hey lover,
I know you well and the predicament your in ...
I understand and appreciate how the lack of intercourse can be frustrating.
You've had some of the best to be had in life so far ...
Now your wife is ill and really needs you. It's her turn for your attention.
The lovely providers will still be here for when you next have the opportunity to play, I promise you that!
Just be patient and love your SO the way she needs and deserves ...
Play it like this is a game of tease and denial - it'll make the passing of time easier and more fun
You are her only option right now and she is unable to go get taken care of like you have been with providers.
I know if you were my husband - I'd appreciate having your love when I needed it most.
Take a break from the hobby and when you have time to yourself again ...
Go walk on the wild side!! You're one of my favorite boyfriends!!
Adopt the way of the superior man and you will be rewarded tenfold in return!!
Love - hugs and kissez,
Chloe

I didn't read that at all... As far as I can tell he was just commenting that he will have to hobby less due to a financial commitment. Guess someone woke up with their grumpy pants on.

Where are you guys reading that he is broke? This guy books multi-hour dates with the higher price point ladies and ofter it looks like he does so multiple times per month. I thought it was the ladies who were usually drama and nit pickers but it seems we have some pot-stirrers in the jumble. Mister BPJ I know you and think you're great but really? How was this reply constructive? It looks like you guys are negative Nancy's over someone who has to direct their play funds elsewhere and posts a little blog commenting on it. Maybe you guys forget but most of us don't have people to confide in regarding this industry.

I'm looking out! RAHR!


Heehee, thanks!

Sometimes maybe a break and coming back makes you appreciate all this even more.

I do not take it personally, they tossed stones and I just tossed them back. Simple!

Thanks Chloe.

Baby you should know I've always got your back!
That's what friends are for
If you ever need anything and its within my power to give - its yours!!
Stay sane and when you can cum play ...
I'll rock your world even harder next time!!
Kissez on your mushroom tip,
Chloe

Bawhahaha!!!!