Guys, I know that many of you wished me well and hoped for the best for my wife. She did not make it, but put up a valiant fight to the very end. I was with her all the way. I drove up to LA every week and stayed with her most of the week. I even lost my job because if it. I am back home now and I miss her terribly. I dont feel like partaking inthe hobby much at all right now, but time heals. I met some incredible ladies here in TER, and some pretty great guys to for showing support to me.
Sounds like most of what you know of your world is being redefined. I can only hope that someone who seems to have put everything on the line to do what was right in life will be rewarded with wisdom, perspective, a little good luck, and the caring of friends, and that you will eventually find the new direction your life is to travel in. May the memory of your wife be a comfort to you in the long run.
Sorry to hear about your loss. As I mentioned to you in an earlier post, I lost my wife 8 years ago to breast cancer. Like you, I was with her through it all. I experienced great depression after her death, especially two months after. This was after all the help and support I received immediately after her death stopped. Not due to any reason other than people returning to their lives. I really felt alone, especially with two kids under 4. It wasn't easy but it did get better with time. My only advice, other than to let you know that we who have gone through this did survive, is to seek our your close friends and talk about how you feel even if you don't think you need to. Feel free to PM me on this. My best to you and your family.
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