This is going to sound like a joke, but how many guys out there are so taken by a provider that they can't get them out of their minds?  I have been seeing a beautiful young woman regularly for over 10 months and she is totally cool. I know what she is about, and she doesn't put any games on me.  When we're together it is just pure unadulterated fun with a capital fuck.  I've got other good things going on in my life as well, but this girl has got my attention!  Anybody else experiencing this?

and see how much fun she thinks it is.  It's great that she enjoys what she does, and that you're enjoying yourself.  I think she definitely has her boundaries defined better than you do though.

If this is just one more part of the illusion, then there's nothing wrong with enjoying that illusion.  I have found with most providers that some parts are real, other parts aren't.  (OK, with some, there's no parts that are real, those are the ones who get 3s and 4s).  Everything in life is exactly that way.  

Be careful, Mi Amigo, it is all an illusion albeit an expensive one! Time to start thinking with the large cabesa and not the small one.

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I can relate to your addiction, sometimes you just meet someone who clicks, but you've still got to keep your boundaries. As Que Pasa says even though it may be a piece of heaven, everything here is pure fiction and for entertainment purposes only.