Hey, man, don't beat yourself up, any good person would have done the same thing.  Blows you off after seeing you a dozen times?  It was worth 300 bucks to find our her true nature.

Yup she did the same thing to me.......I've seen her a few times and then one time she asks for cash up front andI'm also out $300.     THIS IS BULLSHIT!!!

Might help to write review.  Also last year right here on this board you said she was your favorite.

when will you guys learn. these women don't care about you . They care about your money. This is business. You only give when you get something back in return.

I have experienced this situation with some providers. In most cases they were providers I had seen several times and a friendly personal connection existed. There is a request for a favor, in good faith and BAM... I'm out $$ and a provider. Some had ligitimate reasons for the lack of contact and came clear, others have not. I hope that the does come though for you in the end to make everything right. My policy these days: Decline favorous loans/advances. It may seem cold, but in the long run, I believe its best for both. I could go on more on the topic, But I should keep it short.
On parting, I havent had any problems with Kali and look forward to our next enocounter.  

                   Happy Fun,
                              -Das

She didnt rip you off the first dozen times?

what have you got to say for yourself/