Your in good hands when you book with a well recognized lady..

If you speak to her one on one that may help you to have both those feelings put into proper perspective.
As a mom Im sorry to hear of your loss.. : -(
You made a great decision Im sure on who you chose..Kudos for your post as that speaks volumes on your sincerity..
Enjoy the holidays and remember if you"pop" quick Im sure a second time in that session will definately be an option
Besos from me to you
Sincerely
Lorena de Leon

I'm not sure why you thought it might be a good idea, but don't.

If you're afraid you might pop too soon, don't worry.
You can have more than one. Your lady friend will appreciate your passion. Perhaps you have several in you.

If you want to get rid of the nervous tension, Don't do it.
Be open and upfront with the lady. "I'm really nervous!"
Most guys are. Your well-reviewed lady will be your best friend and show you a very good way to relax and calm down. Save that energy for your time together.

Save your energy and reserves for the session and just let it happen.
Don't think in terms of what to say and what to do first. You're meeting a stranger for the first time so, relax and get acquainted. Talk about neutral things (the commute there is always a good starting point for the nervous.) She's pretty. Pick out the things you find particularly attractive and mention what you enjoy about her appearance. Get familiar with the color of her eyes. Touch her hands. Caress the side of her face. Don't rush.

Unlike a blind date, you are not trying to persuade her. The future games are part of the plan, as it were. Let her drive and she'll lead you into ecstasy in a very relaxed way.

I appreciate all of your comments, feedback and email

Think of it as anticipation and you'll cum again and again ..
You will have a great time if you did your homework!!
Xoxo
Chloe