Up until very recently I had never taken the plunge to enjoy a rendezvous with a porn provider.  I was certainly curious and the thoughts surrounding such an encounter were enticing to say the least.  But there was also some degree of doubt.  I mean I have been fortunate enough to have experienced many mind blowing GFE sessions.  A date with my ATF is out of this world.  What can be more special?  And so I was somewhat conflicted but I still found myself visiting this very discussion board often.

So I finally decided to give it a whirl and I was fortunate enough to be able to arrange a date with the beautiful Paola Rey.  The remainder of this post is not a summarized review of my date with Paola but rather a before and after perspective of my thought process relative to meeting with a porn star.  Before I do there are two obvious caveats that I must address.  First, since Paola is my first PS provider than every reference I make is essentially a comment about her.  Obviously I cannot change that but I will sincerely try to separate my general PS thoughts going in to generalized thoughts coming out.  Second, a plea to Sly and FastEddie.  I will try hard to remain generalized in my before and after thoughts but truth be told at times it will seem like I’m shilling.  I’m not doing so intentionally as I have posted a regular review.  So please cut me some slack if/when I seem to be kissing her ass in a major way.  I mean can you really blame me if I slip
So here goes:

1. Myth or Reality:  A date that may cost perhaps three times more than a date with an ATF GFE could never be worth it?  This is clearly a case of individual opinion.  Valence is a complex subject.  How much we are attracted to something or how much value we put into something is going to vary from person to person based upon a lot of variables.  In this case those factors will likely surround discretionary funds and dreams/fantasy.  In my case the combination of lustful curiosity coupled with a long held fantasy about Paola herself defined this session’s value to me.  So I can honestly say that going in I thought this was worth the chance and more importantly coming out I am absolutely thrilled.  For me that opening question is a myth.

2. Myth or Reality:  Porn stars are more likely to be the bitchy, self-centered, drama queen type of provider that makes us cringe inside.  I should pound myself harshly for even letting such a non-fact based biased thought occupy my mind.  I should know better than to paint such a wide negative perception on a group of people whose better or worse qualities are no different than the general public.  Yeah I’m sure there are PS’s like that.  And there are GFE providers like that. And there are SO’s like that.  And there are plenty of asshole men as well.  But of course there are also polar opposites.  Genuinely nice and wonderful people who are simply a pleasure to be with.  Like everything else in this hobby, you need to do some research to weed out those with negative personality reputations. There is an abundance of great ladies out there.  So this negative doubt and fear is utter BS and is therefore a myth.

3. Myth or Reality:  Because I’m not a young stud who is hung like a baby’s arm and can go all night without firing, this is going to be an intimidating experience.  Well sadly for me going in this concern was somewhat real.  I mean whenever I play along at home to her videos, I never make it halfway through the first scene!  This could be very embarrassing.  But you know what; it is not different than being with any other hot provider. Once in the moment you get past those insecurities and you just have fun.  So this one was reality going in but my date put me at ease immediately.

4. Myth or Reality:  Regardless of the value concept in #1, you can never convince me that such a session could be extraordinarily different.  Again this probably varies from guy to guy.  For me, I cannot emphasize how much of a fantasy Paola was for me for so long.  My date with her was in all reality the fulfillment of an absolute dream.  The excitement of being with someone that I had seen so much and wanted so much was tremendous.  It was nearly a surreal evening. For me that opening view is pure myth.

5. Myth or Reality:  Okay, so this was lifelong fantasy.  Then obviously I would experience complete satisfaction no matter what.  Truth be told that is not my nature at all.  The more I build something up, the more likely I will find something to fuck-up the illusion of greatness. I’m a worrier at heart and I impose more doubt on good situations than I think most do.  So I actually expected some degree of disappointment.  Bit it never happened.  This was a perfect date from start to finish.  I would have to guess that this result is more a credit to Paola in particular than perhaps to the general notion that this might have occurred with any PS.  So although I came out completely satisfied with my experience, this was by no means predestined because of the fantasy factor.

6. Myth or Reality:  Now you realized your ultimate fantasy with the girl of your dreams.  Now what?  Maybe in a weird way it is better to have unrealized dreams.  Bullshit!  I already have a new one.  My second date with Paola.  In fact I since even thought up a fun fantasy that will never happen:   I walk to the cashiers line in the supermarket and suddenly bells start ringing, balloons fall from the ceiling and the Manager tells me I’m the One Millionth customer.  I now have a chance to win $1M.  The catch is that I have to walk into a room and be greeted my Paola.  We have exactly one minute to strip and get it on to completion for me to win the prize.  The picture of me and Paola smiling while I’m holding one of those huge TV prize checks with 30-seconds still on the clock is priceless.

So did I enjoy my PSE?  It was fantastic.  I’m so glad I took the chance.  On the other hand in no way did this experience diminish any of my past or future GFE sessions.  I’ll continue to visit my favorite, wonderful GFE friends and hopefully I will plan another special indulgence for myself in the near term future.  Have fun folks and luv the one you’re with…                                                                      



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