That was an incredible vicarious journey! ...And then after that - and I'm sure many other great PSE times with her - you learned what a great gal she is -apart- from her PSE talants.
Ed, in my book you are worthy of much admiration. As you know, Alex is one of only two gals (Ava is the other) that I hold in incredibly high esteem. Ahhh, to turn back the hands of time and be able to have more than just the one time I had with Alex. Sigh...
Someday Ed, we'll have to meet and you can fill me in on more adventures with Alex, beyond the high friendship marks she told me about you. Actually, scratch that, I have far too much respect for Alex to go digging there, unless Alex approves. After all that's your friendship with her. I'm sure there are some moments that you want to keep all to yourself. As it should be.
Yes, I was on the phone with her when she told me about how she was helping you out. That's when I knew she was an exceptional person.
It's no fun when anybody's house burns down (my parents went through that) and it's extra special when someone extends a hand help you get back on your feet again. What's more amazing is that she didn't 'have to' help you - it's just the goodness of her heart.
Again, I wish I had more of an opportunity to get to know her, I know she would have been a super person to really be friendly with, beyond being a super PSE. Sigh......
When I think of the relatively tame experiences that have drawn a 9 or even a 10 from me, and I see Eddie reviewed her on this board at 9/9, I am left wondering what other stories he has in his arsenal that rated a 10 on his scale!!!!!!!!
Eddie-with all the porn stars that you have developed close friendships with thru the years, has there ever been any women in the adult industry that you have fallen in love with only to find out that they didn't have the same feelings for you? I was always told by friends of mine who also are involved in this hobby NOT to develop friendships with any of these women because chances are very good that sometime down the line you might actually start to fall for some of these women, and chances are EXTREMELY good that they're not going to fall back in love with you! After all, it's their JOB to make EVERY man feel like they have a very special connection with them. Has there every been a period in your life with porn stars that you PURPOSELY haven't tried to develop a friendship with a particular lady because you weren't sure whether she either didn't WANT to have a FRIENDSHIP with you ( she just wanted to keep it as a "business" arrangement) or she was having a "friendship" with you because she wanted to make sure she kept you as a "client"? Just wondering what your thoughts are about having "friendships" with porn stars.
Wow! Heavy question... Yes, I have had relationships with PSEs that went beyond friendship on my part. There was only one that I can think of where the feeling wasn't mutual, and even then, it was a matter of she loved me, but she just wasn't IN love with me.
On the other hand, I've had a few experiences where the girl was more in love with ME than I was with HER, hence the three marriage proposals from PSEs that I turned down.
I think we all fall into love with any provider we see more than once. Its not a deep love, but definitely some form of it. A good segway from this that only us like-minded guys was what I heard on the Jason Ellis show one day. he has this segment dude is it gay. A guy called in to ask if seeing a provider more than once was gay. He responded with thats not gay thats love. Gave me a good laugh, hope you guys and gals appreciate it.
Eddie thanks for posting...great blog indeed great set of stories and a lot of useful info...while i've been in the hobby for a bit I've never gone down the PSE route...your blog has certainly made me consider it though...i might need to call on your expertise
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