to get GaG's attention?  This obsession is not healthy.  Maybe you should seek counseling?  

He hasn't posted here in a month.  What makes you think he's even reading this board?  There are enough moron righties (and lefties) to go after without wasting your time on someone who isn't even here.

you should take him seriously.  It doesn't happen very often.  You seem to have a mental illness, and what do you do?  Double down!!

That your lover is so infatuated with a guy who doesn’t even read this tripe anymore. And your defence of his doing so is even worse. Maybe you need to hit the hot tub?