After going back and reading my post, i can see why it generated so much controversy. In hindsight it was an incredibly stupid and inconsiderate thing to do. But in all honesty, at the time i didn't see it that way (obviously this is a character defect i need to work on). The last thing, and i mean the last thing i wanted to do was to convey to anyone that Sarah was irresponsible in dealing with me. My choice of words was simply not thought out. She's right: she was very accomodating to me considering this was going to involve a cross country trip. I simply dropped the ball on my end and then failed to take into account fully her thoughts on the matter. If i could take back the entire situation i would a million times over. We both know that's not possible, so all i can do is to offer my PROFOUND and HEARTFELT apologies to this bonafide angel. This may sound like a stretch, but this is the BIGGEST mistake this 44 year old has ever made, bar none.
What bothers me more than anything are 2 things: 1st: The fact that i brought this much discourse upon the LAST person who deserves it by ALL accounts. And 2nd: that she now has such a lowly opinion of me that she opted not to see me. To say that i feel like crawling under a rock would be the understatement of the century. Her and i did discuss the situation regarding my post and she exhibited the same degree of class she always has with me despite being clearly upset. It did nothing but prove to me how truly, truly special the lady is. I just wish like hell i had not experienced the TEMPORARY INSANITY that went into posting something so inappropriate. I can guarantee you this: THIS IS THE TYPE OF MISTAKE THAT CANNOT AND WILL NOT HAPPEN AGAIN, EVER!!!
Words simply cannot describe how low i feel right now. I guess all i really can do is hope and pray that in the future i may be given the opportunity to redeem myself.
Just wanted to update my request for info regarding the whereabouts of Sarah Satori. Guys please read carefully cause i need some help. Well, i finally heard from the young lady. However, i am now faced with a sticky situation to say the least. While i was not hearing from Sarah over the past month, i happened to come across score model Eva Notty. Her and i have been going back and forth and decided we would hook up when i arrived in Phoenix, with the exact date and time to be determined once i got here. Well guess what? I called her when i got in Friday night, then Saturday afternoon, and then again twice Sunday. I left voice messages stating that i wanted to get together either Sunday or Monday cause i still had serious jet lag as of Saturday. I heard nothing back. So, at this point i'm contemplating flying out early since my visit was turning out to be a mini-disaster. Then, lo and behold i get a text message from guess who? Sarah Satori! asking me how my trip was going! Unfuckin believable! I told her it sucked and that i had flown all the way here to see her, only to lose communication. I did not tell her that i had been in contact with someone else (Eva) since i thought she (Sarah)had dropped off the face of the earth. She then said she would gladly see me Monday, so we set up a date for 7 pm. At this point it was 11pm sunday night. Later i get up at about 5 am this morning and there's a voice mail from guess who? Eva Notty! She said was finally able to get to a phone to return my call and to please call her regarding our session. Can you believe this shit?! I haven't gotten back with Eva yet and she would understand my deciding to see someone else (Sarah) since i had had no success contacting her since i got here. I want to see both young ladies so badly it's killing me, but i proably only have the means to see one. I have already booked with Sarah for tonight and yet Eva is still waiting to hear from me. I honestly don't know what the hell to do. I MAY, and that's a big MAY, be able to see Sarah tonight and then Eva tomorrow, but i have been kind of splurging since i got here and the funds may not be there. Also, my stamina is not the best. Both ladies could have done a better job in keeping in contact with me imho (especially Sarah), but i could care less about that at this point cause i know it's gonna be fireworks no matter who i see. Anybody want to offer any advice. Both ladies are absolutely stunning, full fledged GFE, outstandingly reviewed, with polar opposite looks (except for the massive boobs they share in common). Any input regarding the whole matter would be appreciated. Thanks guys.
I want to say thank you to the person who forwarded me this link. I try to stay away from the discussion boards as much a possible. I choose to not focus my energy on what can at times be a negative source. On the other hand, I also believe that discussion boards can be a great resource when used for the right reasons. I have much appreciation for the people that choose to use it in a manner that helps better the community as a whole.
With that said, we all know the "general process" that a client and a provider engage in in trying to establish a new relationship. As a woman, and a provider, I have the right to refuse to see someone, for any reason I feel fit. But I am a good-hearted person who gives everyone the same shot at making an impression on me.
Of course reference checks and such help in screening a potential client. But they are not the only safety measure I rely on. I also trust my gut. I never second guess what my gut tells me. So if this potential client doesn't rub me right (no pun intended), gives me a bad vibe, or crosses my boundaries, I will not see that person.
It saddens me to read this post. Especially because I was more than accommodating to this potential client. I will not go into the details about the events that lead me to decide to "fire" this person as a potential client. I am not a hateful person, and wish people only the best.
Thank you to those of you who really know me, and brought this obserd post to my attention. It shows that there are people out there who beleieve in cutting the bullshit and the people who want nothing more than to spread it, from the community of good, honest people who want nothing more than to spread only love.
Thanks for all of your love and support. I do check my email. So please feel free to email me anytime. I genuinely love to meet new friends.
Stay cool and have a fabulous Summer!
Sincerely,
Sarah Satori
Happiness is when what you think, what you say, and what you do are in harmony. Gandhi
Glad to see you chime in. I first thought the original post was absurd as well. Now hopefully the other provider he was pinning against you sees your comments the same way, doesn't see him and that should clear up his dilemma.
After going back and reading my post, i can see why it generated so much controversy. In hindsight it was an incredibly stupid and inconsiderate thing to do. But in all honesty, at the time i didn't see it that way (obviously this is a character defect i need to work on). The last thing, and i mean the last thing i wanted to do was to convey to anyone that Sarah was irresponsible in dealing with me. My choice of words was simply not thought out. She's right: she was very accomodating to me considering this was going to involve a cross country trip. I simply dropped the ball on my end and then failed to take into account fully her thoughts on the matter. If i could take back the entire situation i would a million times over. We both know that's not possible, so all i can do is to offer my PROFOUND and HEARTFELT apologies to this bonafide angel. This may sound like a stretch, but this is the BIGGEST mistake this 44 year old has ever made, bar none.
What bothers me more than anything are 2 things: 1st: The fact that i brought this much discourse upon the LAST person who deserves it by ALL accounts. And 2nd: that she now has such a lowly opinion of me that she opted not to see me. To say that i feel like crawling under a rock would be the understatement of the century. Her and i did discuss the situation regarding my post and she exhibited the same degree of class she always has with me despite being clearly upset. It did nothing but prove to me how truly, truly special the lady is. I just wish like hell i had not experienced the TEMPORARY INSANITY that went into posting something so inappropriate. I can guarantee you this: THIS IS THE TYPE OF MISTAKE THAT CANNOT AND WILL NOT HAPPEN AGAIN, EVER!!!
Words simply cannot describe how low i feel right now. I guess all i really can do is hope and pray that in the future i may be given the opportunity to redeem myself.
Dear Miss Satori,
Just a short note to say how much I enjoy reading post such as yours. I like to read into a persons post at to their demeanor and yours comes through very well. It's one of the things that make me remember who I may wish to see at some point assuming I'm acceptable to her.
You have shown you have class and I'm sure anyone having had the pleasure of meeting with you would attest to that. I don't post a whole lot but felt compelled to do so.
My Best,
Bordello
Now go to the bank and cash in on your credit cards. What the hell you only live once so enjoy it. Where else are you going to get to hot ladies like Sarah and Eva? Have fun and go home with a smile.
since foresight was obviously not your strong suit when you wrote this, a couple of suggestions if it ever happens that you find yourself in a similar situation.
You had set a definite time with the first lady. (notice, no name here) That date should have been kept, regardless of whether the second lady (again, no name here) contacted you or not. You should have called the second lady, explained that you had not heard from her, got anxious, and made plans with another lady. (once again, no name here) Then offer you sincere apologies in hopes that she might agree to see you on another day.
Should you decide to write another post, asking for suggestions on a situation like this, try to remember all of the places where I excluded any names. You'll be much happier for it.
Dude, thanks a million for the input! Don't worry, like i said, this will NEVER happen again. It cost me the friendship of someone that i think the world of. I don't know how i'm gonna repair things but I simply have to find a way. Starting today.
and I hope for your sake that you can repair the damage. For my Sake, on the other hand, I hope someone else comes along to take your place in the bumbling pool, because these posts make it so much easier for ME to get laid. We've all been there.