Phoenix
1st your correct, to some degree this is a subjective grade....I readily admit my objectivity (along with my sanity) went out the window....
But, looking at it objectively...
1) she is a stunning gal and merits a "9" IMO in anyones eyes. She literally took my breath away so I gave her the only 10 (channel would have gotten one) I've given. I simply found her mesmerizing...
2) The performance grade reflects the fact that this was simply the single best sexual experience of my life. I'm saying this in spite the fact I never actually had an orgasm {now how friggen strange is that}. Literally the experience itself was so intense and fufilling at some inordinately basic level that I simply felt that it was a perfect ending in some strange way. My only point of comparision was my time with channel (which went roughly 3 hours)...now i'm no marathon man. This isnt a "normal" thing for me...but I could have spent 2,3 or more hours (obviously with her consent) just absorbing the experience with her.
I've connected with gals before (MJ for example willown a piece of my heart till the day I die)in the "real world" i've had multiple "ships in the night" intense encounters. You add 1st kiss 1st intercourse 1st CIM...1st time in a park, on an elevator, on a plane under the grandstands during a highschool football game etc...how the hell does this jump past all that to #1 on the hit parade?
Most of the guys who have these "deep seated" personal connections appear to have relatively small resumes in the subject area (no attack intended at anyone). I've probably seen 300+ gals in the last 10 yrs alone. I'm simply articulating an experience so strong that it'll push me to the sidelines for awhile until I return to my normal cynical self.
As for the catagories, I'm not the 1st review so I dont think I set or reset anything. I simply tried to be as honest as possible. Remeber I've never argued the "performance" grade with anyone {but I completely understand and accept the requirements and "bump" down)...I simply have felt that the looks grade has a stricter standard. My "bump" up is 1 grade based on the simple realization that I didnt know what a "10" would look like till I met one. Now I know...and I repect that choice in others...within the same caviat. But not beyond that "1 bump rule"
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OC, I dont think anyone else would have the identical "reaction"...even me. I honestly dont know if I'll even try and see her again. I'm still sorting out my thoughts...
What I do know is that she is the single most enchanting woman I've ever met (again my opinion) who gifted {searching for a word here} a unique and cherished memory to me. I know if I never see her again I'll still reflect back on those moments at odd times. At the same time this a business transaction and not really personal. In our brief time togeather i learned a bit about her and wish her nothing but smooth seas and following winds. Just call me touched by an angel....
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a need to make stuff personal between us. Assuming you even bothered to read the review you can decide for yourself....and so can others. Now to me "once in a life time" can be interpreted in a variety of ways from literally "once in a lifetime" to "once in the ass" to "very very special"...when it becomes to common place it loses its meaning. Personally I get the feeling that once in your lifetime would be pretty mediocre in mine...but then again thats your problem isnt it. I've given 3 "10"s here...MJ (basically for pure specialness but the "Menu" is there). Bonnie Parker who is almost unequaled here for menu and enthusiasm...and now Molly. What makes the "grade" with Molly unique is that I didnt ever even have an orgasm. The "grade" is based on the pure magic of the actual experience...not any "end result"...
Its actually the best and purest "10" I can ever imagine giving.