but am equally good at giving.

Generally speaking, have found that the more you give, the more you receive..

I go through phases as the moon changes, when it's in Jupiter I want to give in Venus recieve.

Now I want to hump when it's a Full moon, new moon, first quarter, last quarter, waxing, waning, when the moon rises, moon sets lol

Giving: my own ego is being stroked from watching whoever i'm having fun with being on cloud 9 from what i'm doing lol.

Receiving: well i'm still winning there lol esp if it's really goooooodddd :-P

Giving is a major part...

of any encounter I have.  I can honestly say that after giving a lot, I get to
receive a lot back.  There is nothing more enjoyable than seeing and hearing
a real "O" and then having your partner ravish you back.  I'm gettin turned on
just writing this...

I feel awkward receiving gifts for some reason.  I also hate when people ask me what I want for Christmas or Birthday? I say you don't have to give me anything but they give me things anyway then complain I always buy everything I want and not list it for others to buy.  What part of don't give me anything is so hard?  I am trying something new this year. I have a angel tree at my office when someone asks me what I want I tell them about the angel tree and say I would pick one up for them to buy a gift for under my name.  However I have a feeling I will still get gifts and have that awkward feeling I hate still.  If it happens do I finally get rude and just say I didn't want this making someone feel bad for doing something nice for me but maybe cure it for next year or continue with my awkward thank you and pretend I like it?