So threw on an old robe  opened my bedroom window and watched a wonderful  Tempe Block party  fireworks  show  from  home and now I am wide awake ..... another thing that happens as we get older our sleep patterns change ....so for myself this is what I do to fall asleep I post thoughts down ......this last year has been so much more rewarding  in so many ways  ...after a 5 yr break from TER  it feels good to be back on "board" a few minor set-backs  recently health wise  waiting on the dreaded biopsy results but feel  no matter what happens I am a survivor and plan on having my best year yet.....to  all the men I've loved  before that came and went throughout  my door thank you so much  you made my life a good one ....and I only hope I gave as good as I got......New year, new dreams  and hopes best wishes to all and now I must say goodnight.....I Love the song by Willie Nelson and Julio Inglis  "to all the girl's I've loved before " maybe someone could post it for me? thank you I would just change the wording and ad "men" to my version.......