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Cheyenna 1698 reads
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sooo true. There really is enough to go around and no need to "carry on"...

I too would have started sooner had I known what I know now.

I never met you, but I do wish you all the best from the bottom of my heart.

XOXOXO,
Cheyenna

Before I do say good-bye, I wanted to pass on a bit of info. It has came to my attention that all though I have not been in Az or even working for some time now I never actually deleted EVERYTHING I forgot one e-mail address and well my ex-boyfriend was able to get inside of it and was able to reply and or even send out e-mails to some of my contacts all in my name. The only thing is I was unaware of any of this until just recently.  He was able to make it seem as if I was not able to see anyone BUT I did however have a friend or two that could see them. I am not sure how or what took place after that, possibly thier e-mails were passed along or phone numbers or what ever. Nor do I know how many different times this took place.  I just want it to be clear that if at anytime anyone is sent in my name or that I refered them to anyone IT WAS NOT ME! I also want to tell anyone who it happened to happen to that I am very sorry for this to have happened, be it even if your experience was a good one or a bad one this sort of thing should never have happend.  I have since then deleted everything but just incase I wanted all to be aware and again I am very very sorry.

NOW
that said...

I want to thank everyone who's lifes path I have had the pleasure to have crossed. There are some of you who I will probably never forget as long as I live and from time to time I will think of you and hope you are well and happy. I don't think I need to say names because those of you whom I am talking about will all ready know who you are.
I just hope I was able to have touched someone in anyway (no pun intended) that they too will think of me from time to time and hope I am well and happy.

Just know I AM very happy and making a new life with a man who loves me as much as I love him.

One more thing before I go...  I really did love what I did and if I had it to do all over again the only thing I would change is... I would have started a whole lot sooner than I did.

take care all and be safe

oh one more thing I just can't leave without saying and that is to the women...

girls you gotta stay on the same side always, when you start gossip behind another girls back eventually what comes around goes around.  The funny thing is the ones who are the sweetest up front are some of the nastiest slime ever and it is a damn shame that all the effort some of you put into being the evil women you are is done  for greed.(there always was and will be enough to go around jeesh). Maybe instead put just half that effort into backing other girls up and actually meaning it just may make a difference so that instead of feeling you have to be one step ahead of everyone else, maybe the girls just may be able to get together and "get it together."  It's not such a bad idea... really think about it.

Those that are good at heart you are the ones who made things a lot funner for me and I thank you!!

MMUUAAHH!!
and no more...  
L=Y=L's
Derinda-aka-Companionaz

meeting you at a Christmas party a few years back and you asking me to put my Self-Masterbation video back on my site:) LOL.

I'm happy you're happy, Enjoy life and check in here every once in a while:)


Good luck D,
Tina Pink

Derinda,

Wow, it has been along time! I was glad to be able to meet you. You are a wonderful lady and I am happy for you, as you deserve the very best, my Dear!

Wishing you much happiness,

Luv,
Kelly

If you get a chance, please drop me a line, as I would love to hear from you :)

You were one of the first ladies that I ever saw in this hobby, and even though it was several years ago, I still remember it like it was yesterday.  Had always planned on seeing you again, but just never got around to it.

Good luck on your new life, you will be missed.

Thanks!

fast ffred1799 reads

I'm very happy, for you.  Glad to hear you are 'leaving', for the best reasons.
Best wishes, in all you do.  
Have a wonderful and happy Holiday season, with your new man.  

p.s.  Gonna miss that lovely, warm smile.

I wish you the best, Derinda, and I sincerely hope that you continue to have a great life.

Hugs,
ciara

very well Said!!!! Good Job and good luck to you in your new found happiness and LOVE!

Enjoy your self Derinda where ever life brings you.
Sad goodbyes even if we never met.  
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Cheyenna1699 reads

sooo true. There really is enough to go around and no need to "carry on"...

I too would have started sooner had I known what I know now.

I never met you, but I do wish you all the best from the bottom of my heart.

XOXOXO,
Cheyenna

Thank you everyone for your replies it really did mean a lot to me to hear from you even if we never did meet.  Kelly I sure hope you can send/recieve email through the review because it's the only way you can e-mail me now.  So send me sometin darlin and I will respond.  So very happy to have heard for you I have been thinking of you for a long time now wondering where the hell you had been girl.  

Take care of yourselves and be good to one another

Love you all
I'm really gonna miss some of you.
Derinda

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