I know she cn't be mentioned but I am a hobbyist from San Diego...is she real? I am so shattered to the core and I can't even say her name. I think she wants to become blue eyed Maya...can't wait to tell it all.

Odd first post. Don't see you under that handle on SD board. Don't know what or who you're talking about. Implication is a delisted provider but your post is not at all clear.

You're right about a de-listed provider.  Ask yourself this.  In recent weeks, what provider was delisted?  There was alot of board BS about it, because some guys wrote that she was an excellent provider, accused of "review fraud", yet no one was allowed to mention her by name. This provider stated to some that she wanted to write a tell-all book, kind of like an internet Xaviera Hollander (jeez, does that date me).  Any questions, you can PM me.