This message is mostly for the guys who are still going through withdrawal since Maria's retirement.  Has anybody found any providers who can fill the void?  So far I am of the opinion that once she retired, the mold was broken.  It was truly an unique experience.

She was a wonderful girl! I do miss her!

After Maria, I'm quite sure the rest of my life will be down hill.  I don't think anyone will ever be able to replace her. She was such a wonderful, pleasant person as well as being a dynamite provider.  Truly a once in a life time lady.  BTW, Maria is on the cover and one of the features in the October issue of Voluptuous magazine.  It went on the news stands just after the first of August. (I know it doesn't make any sense - Oct in Aug.) After looking over her pictorial, its very apparent why we all miss her so.   Check it out if you don't mind feeling that lump in you throat again, just like when you gave her a big hug.

Somebody I was emailing used the word "Legendary" in describing her.  Yes, I think that is true.  What I remeber the most about her was her total sweetness, and also counting the days until our next meeting.  I neve left that incall without setting up another date with her.  While not quite "withdrawal", admittedly it has been impossible to find what Maria uniquely provided.  But I will keep trying, there has to be another one out there somewhere.