With every beat of my heart, with every word that I type, with every thought in my head.

I am now retired.

It's been any interesting 15 years, it's had its ups and downs, its ins and outs, its trials and tribulations.

It's been fun, it's been a pain in the ass, it's been enlightening, it's been hurtful... I could go on and on... but what's the point?

It won't be a walk in the park to go back to a 'normal' life. What is normal anyway?

This wasn't an easy decision, actually, it was one of the most difficult things I have ever had to do in my life. To walk away from what I've known for the last 15 years, to start over.

This isn't a 'yea if I can't hack it I'm coming back' thing. This is what it is. This business has changed over the years, some for the good, others for the bad.

The busts, oh all the busts... but I am happy to say in 15 years, I have NEVER gotten into trouble because of this. I am very proud of myself for that. I am proud of myself for standing up, for looking out, for being me.

Now is the time I find me in the 'real' world. Now is the time I do not put a price tag on my ass, now is the time I say goodbye.

I will be selling my stuff (all my stuff), costumes, toys, paddles, whips, chains, everything on Crazed Auctions. It should all be up this evening or at the latest tomorrow evening.

Good Bye and Good Luck everyone. God Speed!

Hugs,
Renee