Man I know the feeling, I just had my first encounter tonight, after just starting the hobby this past weekend.  I was a total wreck, kept seeing my mug shot in my head wondering if I would smile or not.

She did an excellent job of settling me down, small talk and nice rub down.  But still, I have this fine looking lady nude, and I'm limp as a cooked noodle.  I guess I need more foreplay...lol  

She was a pro about it and gave me a BBBJTC while I got to play with her....so it was not all bad, but what a price for a BJ!!!!!!  But, hey that is life, and I feel much better now.

Do I get a KOTC from thirsty for having my first encounter?

I am not always at my best when meeting new people. A couple of times I have been unable to keep it hard, just from internal stress. A good lady will be disappointed and try VERY hard to make sure it is not her fault Shit happens. Laugh it off, tumble the lady back into bed,lick her until she climbs the walls and you have to peel her off the ceiling. You will still have a good time and I doubt you will have a problem the next time.

Hi- I'm a provider and most new guys are extremely nervous and it is not that uncommon for someone to be unable to perform if that's what you mean.  You can still have fun  The provider is more worried about you enjoying it and feeling like you had a good time with her. She has enough experience to know that men cannot turn it on and off like a switch and understands how nerve wracking it must be to be on your end.  She's used to it..your probably not.

I think my situation was caused by a combination of nerves and a side effect to medication.  It was very embarrasing, but the provider was very kind and did all she could do to change the situation.  Nothing helped and I felt like a total fool.  Looking back I just chalk it up to a life experience.