I met up with this highly recommended British girl who in description and photos sounded quite promising.

For the price I was paying, I was hoping she would be really worth it. Of course she wasn't. As usual she tried hardest to keep my attention but could not succeed. After 30 min, I got dressed and told her thank you.

While I still do get turned on by women, no one can get me entranced in their beauty or demeanor. I am starting to wonder about my self. Maybe I am too critical as I would judge bone structure and ratio along with their performance and persona.

I have been starting to look below my rate range to see if there are any difference.

Cost per ratio is too high. A stripper friend of mine, who know exactly what I like, told me that two factors are hindering mworking of work and seeking an idealistic mythical experience which may never happen.

demeanor."

I just want to get off.

If you are looking to be "entranced" then you aren't going to find it based on pictures or a description.  You need to talk to someone, either live or online, and develop a rapport with them.  Find someone who entrances you already, and then make the date with them.  Go to a M&G.  Don't go looking to force a connection with someone.  Just be open to making one.  That's how you find the kind of persona that appeals to you.

If you are going make dates based on pictures, then don't look for enchantment.  Look for fun.  Think of it as going to some summer action movie that you know won't be a great film experience, but will probably be an entertaining watch.  And who knows.  Maybe it will be a phenomenal film as well.  (This isn't the best analogy, but you get my point.)

You wax poetic over the intangible but you're obsessed with the superficial. That's on you; hangups are a bitch.

Only 3% I'd put into the "hot", "headturner" category. Very disappointing.  It's a shame because you'd think hot women would flock to industries like this...so much money they could make.  

Civvie women are where it's at.  

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So we all would love to know what you are doing here.

What an interesting thread!  I'll be coming back to read this one. Thanks for the interesting read.