I often  am beaten up for my  English .. but  tell you true , mostly I am complemented  on  my writing efforts and what I have to share  with you
Have been PM ed - I SO LOVE TO READ  YOUR POSTS  so here is one more :

What I want to share - it is that
Before I was not involved in this hobby  I have not met such  lovers as you are  here  gentlemen.
ONLY as an adult entertainer I understood  why american males  sooo much love russian women ..-  we are  the same  way dirty unleashed unrestricted in   sexual needs  and only now I  am asked to lick my ass  and then F*K  and o boy .. I so LOVE it .. when first time it took place it was very ticklish  even I love Greeck and  do it myself but when first time he licked me all way from pubic hair to ass hole with his tong and then spread me to give all inches .. then again   sticked  tong not just in to V *** na but and in  the ass .. and  such way all 2 hours .. then I come 10 + times and  stopped count it ..  or  when licked all hour from ears to feet and toys   again it was ticklish  first time .. but then it becomes as natual state  and  when then he uses  H**ls.. then it is already irrelevant if I know his name : haha  

But while we, russian women, are  unleashed and sexually unrestrained in every day life not in any case ONLy in hobby !!!!
( Europeans   do not have Madonna /slut complex)
yet in states  views on  male and female sexuality is twisted
here in states   ..husbands and wives marry for  any reasons but not for hot sexual life ..
. for me. as for russian ,.. it is "blood chilling" stories   to  hear - and I do swear - I was a witness  as woman advised other woman to report her ex husband because he  has play boy magazine  at home when teen son visited him for weekend .  or husband blamed to be   a  gay  if he asked anal sex
I soooo understand man any man if he comes t escort .. ... I want make him happy and be happy myself ..  I sooo Only when I stared do hobby I again got back  my romantic and sexual and porno sides of my life .. instead of just doing it in one missionary at 8 pm ..
I asked  if he can come and f** me after  I was with otjer man .. if he can lick me clean after man comes  to my clit ( too bad I do it alwasys in cover so can not allow such even If I wish ... and crave myself ..
I do 3 some if I know mydates ..  and what I still not dome  but want I want get F ** ed  nicely .. with respect  to me limits - by few men in turn .. not as i need stand up from bed and get ready no but as one got satisfied and left  and other did enter till I stil wet and hot .. and then other  and then other .. nothing fancy .. just straigh sex ..
I think it is   what do agency girls ?? never was an agency ..  do they enjoy it ??

-- Modified on 10/30/2012 12:59:11 AM

I am not sure exactly why.  It may be a combination of things as you point out.  In a civie relationship, the baggage of that relationship can cause problems.

I also think it is just the fact that a provider has tons of experience.  She also wants me to be a happy customer of hers, so she will not hold back.

In this game, I've been fucked so hard and yet so sweetly that I've almost blacked out (no pun). I've had blow jobs so intense I've gotten foot cramps and a Charlie horse from the 5-toe curl. Several working women have submitted to lengthy, multi-positioned anal sessions, yet the best was simply Greek in MISH with a dark haired, pale skinned model, her legs curled around my hips, our mouths locked in sweaty kisses, her hips slowly rocking and milking me dry. Once, upon entering a hotel incall, my escort (our third visit in a week) looked so hot and gave me such a sizzling stare, with her fingers on her clit, that I actually nutted fully clothed, hands free, just standing there. That actually happened and I have no shame in this.

All these amazing experiences have not been episodic, once a year, or in my youth, or on an anniversary or honeymoon, but serial, current. It happens repeatedly and more so this year with certain women I continue to (or have plans to) see, although all these "non-relationships", as someone recently called them, are solidly NSA and have a short half life. Disposable. But the beauty of this is that there is an ever replenishing bounty (fountain) of beauty and talent and earnest erotic efforts, assuming one invests time and capital. Personally, I'm sold on this model until something miraculous happens on the civilian side (doubtful, but possible).

A few monogamous couples in every city have this. A continuing erotic adventure, newness renewed, pleasure exceeding all prior pleasure, joy packaged into bite size portions or greater upon demand. Yes, a few do. That must be a happy life indeed. But none of us have this. That's the point. So yes, I'll continue to budget a new car's worth of slush funds for my pussy purse after each bonus season to maintain a physical fantasy that is admittedly ephemeral yet nearly always ecstatic. Helps me push through the occasional moment of forelorn reflection. Which in fact is only a 90-minute session away from The Land of Forgetting just this afternoon with a blonde, how to say, "Guide" I'm getting to know "bottom up."

-- Modified on 10/30/2012 12:56:03 PM

about condoms you are correct you can do it ONLY if  you both know you are safe . as being russian - we do not take GF BF only ( before marriage) as order to stop fuck others .. so we still use condoms even we are in relationship
americans may be .. commit /?? before  they marry ?? so .. being an escort I met  many who  have  relationship and still have  no  sex as they need .. if he would be married ..I would understand .. but when you have just GF you have all rights to do what yu want to do  and if no sex  within relationship - why you stay there ??
of course   I know I know .. may of you would say - ahhh it is more then sex ... nope ..it is all about good sex  of course  after sex is good and works you need add cultural social and educational factors .. common goals etc .. to build relationship .. but what I see in states .. people starting  back ward .. then stuck in relationship with no sex !!! I would die .. I remember when  I was married - it was-  we had sex - we love other to the death .. we do not see pitfalls  of each other we do not criticize his/her action - WE ARE HAPPY when we are out of the  BED .. or where we done it ?? on kitchen table ?? on the floor ?? in th car ?? under the bush in park ?? on the snow  going home from party ??
ok .. n so we are happy 3 days as min with no sex  on 3 day  if NO SEX- WE HATE EACH OTHER ..
familiar  feeling??
I just wonder how you american men able AT ALL  talk to woman at your house if she  not gives you what you need ??
when I was not american  and do not need do escorts - I  kicked him out of the bed naked and opened door  and pushed him out with no clothe  if he not satisfied me or can not F as I want too ned too crave too ..
may be it is estreme and Now I do manage myself way better with being  older  a bit ( but still have still fire just now I know how to come myself  any way I have this orgasms one way or other - I will I did lear myself ..I  know how please  and you and myself .. so  now I would not kick him out of door naked and then threw  out his  pants to him
 I not tell you that you have to push out your women who not  satisfying you .. no .. I just undersand you how you FEEL !!

Relationship has to e kept  on open palm - as soon as you try to squeeze it - it will slip over your fingers ...

Agree with Dr. Hank. Best sex is in the hobby. Not even close. And I have had my share of civvies......