In this game, I've been fucked so hard and yet so sweetly that I've almost blacked out (no pun). I've had blow jobs so intense I've gotten foot cramps and a Charlie horse from the 5-toe curl. Several working women have submitted to lengthy, multi-positioned anal sessions, yet the best was simply Greek in MISH with a dark haired, pale skinned model, her legs curled around my hips, our mouths locked in sweaty kisses, her hips slowly rocking and milking me dry. Once, upon entering a hotel incall, my escort (our third visit in a week) looked so hot and gave me such a sizzling stare, with her fingers on her clit, that I actually nutted fully clothed, hands free, just standing there. That actually happened and I have no shame in this.
All these amazing experiences have not been episodic, once a year, or in my youth, or on an anniversary or honeymoon, but serial, current. It happens repeatedly and more so this year with certain women I continue to (or have plans to) see, although all these "non-relationships", as someone recently called them, are solidly NSA and have a short half life. Disposable. But the beauty of this is that there is an ever replenishing bounty (fountain) of beauty and talent and earnest erotic efforts, assuming one invests time and capital. Personally, I'm sold on this model until something miraculous happens on the civilian side (doubtful, but possible).
A few monogamous couples in every city have this. A continuing erotic adventure, newness renewed, pleasure exceeding all prior pleasure, joy packaged into bite size portions or greater upon demand. Yes, a few do. That must be a happy life indeed. But none of us have this. That's the point. So yes, I'll continue to budget a new car's worth of slush funds for my pussy purse after each bonus season to maintain a physical fantasy that is admittedly ephemeral yet nearly always ecstatic. Helps me push through the occasional moment of forelorn reflection. Which in fact is only a 90-minute session away from The Land of Forgetting just this afternoon with a blonde, how to say, "Guide" I'm getting to know "bottom up."
-- Modified on 10/30/2012 12:56:03 PM