been married for 19 years...been hobbying for 16 years...without my hobby, i would not have a happy marriage...we were not put on this mortal coil for monogamy so the hobby has given me the ability to pursue strange without the guilt and without the concern of having someone disrupt my happy private life

the reason for the preamble is that i recently nearly fucked myself up royally...a fellow hobbyist was telling me about the ease of getting laid on one of those free dating sites...of course i doubted he expertise but was soon to discover that the site is loaded with horny divorced mothers just looking for some warmth and companionship...when i realized that they do nothing to verify who you are(providers should offer courses to these women)... i played on the site for a bit...got a prepaid cell phone and i was off to the races...i live in the city so i focused on the long island moms...after getting my sea legs, i found that i was able to bed them on the first meeting(this is with enough prep from phone calls and texts)...the sex was fantastic and i did not ever plan on returning to the scene of the crime...of course, i eventually met a fantastic woman....i began to see her weekly and developed some feelings for her...i almost told her the truth...she soon came to the conclusion that i was married because our time together was exclusively at her home or at hotels...when confronted, of course i lied and never saw her again...i eventually wrote her an apologetic email and received a scathing reply...i have since put these pursuits on the back burner

ok ok ok...i probably am morally bankrupt and you probably will analyze my story and conclude that i am unhappy in my marriage...well, i love my wife, my children and i look forward to growing old with this woman...the problem is the same problem i have had since the moment i tasted vagina...i have never been satisfied with just one....in maintaining my secret hobby, i have been able to find my satisfaction and still come home to fuck the shit out of my wife...

the moral of this story is that if you are looking for something outside of your marriage, the hobby is the place to play