...isn't something wrong with all of us? As in, everybody on the freaking planet? Well, almost everybody - I've had interactions with Alan Page over the past 35 years & am convinced that he is a perfect human being living a perfect life. I'm sure there are more, but I sure as Hell ain't one of 'em. Just gonna guess that you aren't either. AP would probably say the same thing about himself, which just makes his perfection worse.

Porn does that to folks. The scenes are not realistic, the sex is more forceful and the actors are extreme physical specimens. Who likes to give head with that much intensity? You can find the beauty and physique you see in the movies from providers at much higher price points and you likely don't socialize in the circles they do. (If you did, you would never be disappointed or on TER.) Some of the porn stars you see are also for hire as providers, too.  

I hope that AP was not outed as a client. He was my childhood hero.