I thought it over during my little break, and in 48 hours, my TER account will be gone.

The only way to really make sure I won't mess up again is to walk away.  I'm not leaving the hobby altogether, but I can't stay here.

I will not take the chance of becoming a liability for anyone.  I have turned down jobs for this same reason.  Like I said before, this is not the place for mistakes or clumsiness.  Newbie mistake or not...

The gmail account is gone already.  I wanna thank those who defended as well as those who didn't.  I haven't been to that thread, so I know I missed a lot, but either way, thank you everyone.

It's important for me that you all know this was my own decision.  No one harassed me or anything.  I just thought it all out, and here we are.

Thanks again, and goodbye.  Stay safe, be nice and spoil the hell outta these ladies.  Guys.  Flowers.  Candy.  They'll love it!!  Peace.

Oh!  And a video I made last summer.  This is the real me, and it's for everyone.

-- Modified on 1/31/2010 9:18:26 PM

Hey Blueboy,  Nice video.  I enjoyed it.  What is the music?  I don't know what to say about your deciding to leave, but you don't get in much trouble for just hanging around and reading the posts.  By the way, your review was an awesome read!  Peace, take care and wishing you well.

Hey Blueboy,

Not sure I saw what happen...but what could you have done that was so bad? Hey we all make mistakes I believe I "outed" myself two or three times for dumbass stuff I did.
The important thing is just learn from went wrong and don't repeat the same thing!!

There is a lot of other things people do on this board for time to time that seem bad to me, don't be so hard on yourself, we just don't live in a perfect world!

Lastly your first review was great, it shows you care for the ladies, even though I had fun with it, it was from the heart.

So reconsider, whatever happened just learn from it and move on, what is what life is all about, young lad!!

Blueboy,

Please reconsider your decision.  

Yes, you made a mistake in that thread but you should really go back and read the entire thing before you decide to leave.  There were many strong opinions expressed that you may find interesting.  Many don't think you did anything wrong and would side with you!!

And, as I have told you, you are not the first nor will you be the last to do just what you did. TER rules says it's a no-no.  Running away and hiding from your mistakes though will not solve anything and will not help you to grow and learn.  Hell, most people have probably already forgotten what it was that you did wrong anyway!  So, why leave?  Just learn from it, store it in your memory banks to recall the next time it comes up, and don't do it again.  No need to go into hiding though.  Seriously!!  

Blueboy, I have been one of your biggest supporters.  From the first post you made, I have found your youthful exuberance a breath of fresh air and a MUCH needed lift to our tired, old MN board. (no offense, folks, but it's true).
You posted jokes..until some clown told you there was another board for that.  You NEVER asked for VIP-type, 411-type questions about the ladies, instead doing your own research.  You've expressed to me that you want to EARN the privilege of being VIP...and you do see it as a privilege and not a right.  You have an infectious sense of humor..which is sorely lacking here at times. You participate in board discussions and you do so while maintaining respectfulness towards the ladies.  And, have I mentioned that intoxicating youthful exuberance.  

I think you are exactly the kind of gentleman this MN board needs more of.   So, I respectfully ask you to please reconsider.

If you do still leave, I will surely miss you.

Big hugs, Belinda

You are a romantic at heart...and the video struck a chord with me and gave me pause.

We all make mistakes and there would not be a whole lot of people left here if everyone who ever messed up left.  You are way ahead of a lot of people because you realize it.  I wish we had more people like you around here.

If you want to go, go.  If you want to stay, stay.  The drama is just bull shit.  In one month no one will remember your name.

I don't understand! I don't know if maybe you wanted a bigger follow up or what...I would love to see you again! Should I have taken initiative? I loved the gifts...I, and many others hope you change your mind!

He's just saying goodbye to those of us who enjoyed his presence.  Why be an ass about that?

And, FYI, I will remember his name longer than a month from now!!!

I will just say this.  That piano solo in the video was awesome.  Just found the sheet music online and will probably be up late tonight!

Best of luck whether you stay or you go.

That's why we go to movies, theater, and TV.

So Blue does most everything with Drama.

-Lots of drama and posts about finding a provider and doing a review.
-His buddies make a post about his 1st review.
-His review is full of energy and drama.  
-Makes a post where he makes a mistake, lot of drama around that.
-Dramatic post about quitting.

I'm not not good or bad . . . but it is drama.

I think is it all in good fun, but I do feel bad if he is having a bad time with this.

And this isn't even life. Chill out, hang out, get a feel for the vibe of the board and participate.

Life is like a coin.  You can spend it any way you wish, but you only spend it once.-Lillian Dickson

We only get one life...live it up, baby!

Darling.  You will see me again.  I promise.

What initiative could you have taken though?  And the follow-up was just fine, everything was just fine.  Better than fine!!

I loved giving you the gifts--no less making the one--and I'm enjoying the challenge of finding what to give you next!!

The song is called "Moonlight" by Yiruma.

Glad y'all enjoyed it!!